& stuck in her own fairytale story.

oh, whatever.
I wanna hold the hand that holds the world.
Monday, December 25, 2006
BLESSED MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I'LL BE OUT OF SINGAPORE FROM 26th TO 31st.
DO NOT CONTACT ME UNLESS IMPORTANT. OR U WANT TO TELL ME MY SEC3 CLASS. HAHA.


I NEED 1 MORE THING! IT'S GONNA BE ADDED TO MY WISHLIST!

NEW HANDPHONE!

RAWR. MY HP WENT KUKU.
i cant call and cant receive calls.
i cant listen to music.
and the weirdest thing is,
when u listen radio need handset right?
mine don't need=.=
used to need but yesterday i realised my hp went kuku.
SIGH. RAWR!
so therefore i need a new phone!

went church today for the christmas feast.
crowded. bout 2000+ people?
didnt really eat much.
then came home rest.
went all saints with my aunties uncles and cousins
made a card for my grandpa.
he passed away 6 years ago.
ON CHRISTMAS EVE.
we were saying that it was a ultimate good timing.
he has gone up to heaven to have christmas with the Lord.
yea, it's kinda amazing how it happened.
he wasn't a christian at first
when he knew he was about to die cos of cancer,
he accepted christ into his life.
PRAISE THE LORD, YEA PEOPLE?
haha. then went to have prata.
tiong bahru to check what happened to my hp.
people say is the phone not the batt.
say what i charge overnight thats why.
duno lah.
sigh. tmr going malaysia le hp like that.
i think i have to use my bro's old hp.

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Sunday, December 24, 2006
CHRISTMAS WISH-LIST

#1. BILLABONG WALLET
#2. TIGHTS
#3. SAFE TRIP TO MALAYSIA ( haha, yea that's right)
#4. TOTE BAG
#5. HAPPINESS
#6. GOOD SEC3 CLASS & WITH YUAN

i'm not greedy hahas.
that's enough for this year.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

! A CLOSER WALK WITH GOD (QT everyday)
! GOOD RESULTS
! GET RID OF BAD HABITS ( lying on the bed to read & do work, being lazy)
! NEVER EVER FAIL ENGLISH
! A FOR MATHS AND CHEM (best to get at least B for other subs)
! TO BRING PEOPLE TO KNOW GOD

i won't be in singapore to set my new year resolution so i wrote it now.
i'm bored. and im seriously disgusted by what happened to me, fangyu and the other females.
RAWR! I CANT BELIEVE IT CAN.
SIGH. someone slap me pleasezz=/

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YAY! MY AUNTIE GAVE ME A TAKA JEWELLERY BRACELET FOR CHRISTMAS.
AND I GOT THAT PRINCESS BEAR FOR HP FROM MY MUM. =)

went great world for breakfast today.
ate at toast box. food wasnt that great.
walked around, home. haha

RAWR! I REALISED MY PHONE SOMETHING WRONG!
I CANT LISTEN TO MUSIC.
luckily still got ring when someone calls.
i seriously think something wrong with it.
must send to reservice or change!
I WANNA CHANGE! HAHA
sianz, going overseas le then my hp like that.

STOP THE FLOOD IN MALAYSIA PLEASEZZ
DON'T LET IT RAIN ANYMORE!

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY
COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY

heard from my pri sch teacher that on the expressway of jb, u can see the kampongs flooding.
sigh. someone pray for me? with me? hahas

Dear God,
i pray for good weather in singapore, malaysia , everywhere. that we can enjoy the beauty of nature of which you have created. stop the rain during this festive season that we can celebrate the birth of Your Son, Jesus Christ.and instead of just thinking of santa, gifts, snow and whatever, that we will be reminded that christmas isnt all 'bout that, but 'bout giving , hope, joy and promise of new and abundant life that we find in the birth of Jesus.
Amen.

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Saturday, December 23, 2006
woke up quite late today. super tired
met junlynn at 12pm at ikea for lunch
chatted, and walked round
went back church for cell.
super early cos she needs to prepare.
then she realised she forgot to bring her notes.
went back, carolene came
she let me watch some videos
went ntuc to get snacks.
chatted. met benny and trixia.
shermaine and the rest came.
ate marshmallow with natella chocolate
then cell started.

carolling. darn funny ahhas.
soft loud soft loud out of tune lol
icebreaker games.
SILENT HEART ATTACK.
IT WASNT EVEN SILENT HAHA
darn funny. benny went to shout heart attack.
then other games.
we had to run cos each pair was given a name and when that name is called, we have to run in a circle. super tired
snacks, prayers, TABOO
funny! hahas.

THANKS CAROLENE AND BENNY AND TRIXIA FOR THE SOCKS! HAHA
AND JOSEPH FOR THE SWEETS.

service!
PRAISE AND WORSHIP!
had some carolling lol.
hip-hop dance and skit.
super funny.
it was more of an evangelistic service. yah
to bring people to christ.
prayers, alter calls.

ended, i pass jon chua his card and took bus to dawson
met my family, aunties and uncles and cousins who were having dinner
stayed there awhile.
home.they are at my house now haha.
later present exchange =)

YAY! MY BELOVED IS COMING BACK TONIGHT.
I MISS ESTELLA. THOUGH I WILL SEE HER TMR FOR TUITION.

to add on to the chalet post:

#4. never bring valuables when going to cycle in the rain.

#5. never forget to call elena and qianyi and those who went cycling with us when u are going to cycle in the rain.

#6. never wear short shorts

ELENA: hahas added. lol. YOU'RE MOST WELCOME MY DEAR! miss you too. hahas. you can always sms me when im in malaysia. hahas. LOVES!

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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Youth Christmas Service

There's a song that goes, "Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart." And there's some truth in that. See, Christmas isn't about Santa Claus or elves. It's not about sleigh bells and reindeer, or golden lights and pretty decorations.?

But you could say that Christmas is about gifts. It's about giving gifts to one another, even being gifts to one another. But most importantly, its about knowing the greatest gift of hope and joy that all the world could ever receive. A promise of reconciliation and restoration, and of everlasting peace. A promise of an everlasting love that will never fade away. Best of all, a gift that is freely given to one and all to enjoy for all eternity.

Come join us this 23rd of December for an evening of music, dance and drama. More importantly, come and discover for yourself the most wonderful gift the world has ever seen. And allow the true meaning of Christmas to happen in your heart.

Details:Where: Church of Our Saviour
When: 23 December 2006, Saturday
What time: Party starts at 5.30pm,
Service starts at 6pm



christmas isn't Christmas?





COOS Youth Christmas Service


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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
THANK YOU MR NG!

woke up early yst.
went tiong bahru with my mum to buy breakfast
and oso to wait for elena.
she came, we took bus to tiong bahru market.
went to buy 48 fishballs.
sat down and elena watched me and my mum eating lol.
went back to tiong bahru plaza and trained to pasir ris
while my mum took the other way.
it rained so heavily then after the tunnel at kallang
it stopped. me and elena were super happy.
then went to another tunnel, came out
it rained=.= hahas

reached pasir ris, it was raining heavily.
went white sands awhile then took bus to costa sand.
fangyu and ferny came to pick us.
once look at the chalet, pathetic haha
real small. but wad can u expect.
chatted with my bestie, jiayu
haha. gave her card and small keychain from beijing.
elena has one too.
then went back to white sands with a few others for lunch
and to meet mr ng.
zishuo weiliat and bryan darn funny on the way.
went to buy things for bbq.
met AHMA! HAHA 305 de.
they were having chalet too.
then bus-ed back to chalet with mr ng.

played heartattack and cheat with mr ng.
darn funny. hahas.
went down, slacked.
didnt rain so heavily, so we went to rent bike.
suddenly, it started to rain=.=

CYCLING IN THE RAIN WAS GREAT EXPERIENCE!

going pass puddles and puddles of mud water
splashing and splashing.
some even "washed" their clothes in the rain with elena's method haha
and we deduce from yst that:

#1. NEVER WEAR WHITE TO CYCLE, TRY TO WEAR BLACK

#2. NEVER WEAR NEW CLOTHES.

#3. WEAR SLIPPERS TO CYCLE IF ITS RAINING.
('cause weiliat shoes were filled with mud water)

yea, it was reaal great cycling in the rain. but it's bad for health haha
went back, prepared for bbq.
it took bout 1hour to get the fire?
i duno. cos raining, wind and stuffs.
me elena yuan and weiliat and jerome were playing "stress"
haha. and i ate lots of chocolate yst.
i think im addicted to it=/
4 classes had chalet yst.
205, 305, 403, 404

bbq started.me jack amanda bryan and yuan helped to skewer the food.
and YAY TO MR NG. haha
he bought barcon and asparagus
and ask if i know how to make.i said yes. and we started to work haha
it was hard to prevent the asparagus from dropping and yay! we succeeded.
jack darn funny! haha. he use scissors to cut capsicum and we were like laughing
fire was ready. we helped to bbq.
MOSTLY IS MR NG JOHN FANGYU FANGWEI ME AND FERNY BBQ DE.
the guys super slack. play xbox
we bbq-ed, in a split second, food gone=.=
so we didnt really eat much.
elena and jiayu oso. esp elena.
haiz was kinda pissed yst.

mr foo came. yay we greeted him. hahas
he went over to 404 there to chat and eat some food
cos ours wasnt ready after ppl finished the food.
YAYAE! MR FOO HELPED TO COOK THE SATAY!
NICE! HAHA.
then peijun sharmaine and siyi, me ferny and fangyu helped out with the satays.
i think the nicest of all the food is the satay and stingray.
some of us escort amanda to the bus stop.
mr ng knew me and elena didnt really eat.
so when we were bout to leave, he made stingray for us!
THANKS MR NG!!!!
my dad drove elena to tiong bahru mrt. her parents pick her from there.
home, ate the stingray, msn sleep.


today woke up early too.
YAWN.
went to take bus to school.
meeting bout sec1 regist and orientation.
i was super hungry and canteen wasnt open.
after meeting, went tiong bahru plaza for lunch and to buy file and name tag.
yucks the red and green so dark de
i want orange. but council say either red or green.
so i bought red=/
sianz.home sleep.
super tired.
and freak. i was on the mrt then a group of i think korean of hongkongers were toking...
a girl was about to hit the his guy friend on the chest.
then that guy lift his elbow and HIT ME=.=
RAWR!

THANKSGIVING

JIAYU: thanks girl for the gift from japan.you have been a GREAT FRIEND, BESTIE these 2 years.i really wanna thank God for having such a great friend, always being there for me. sharing and talking bout things together.u were always there to cheer me up, pray for me. thanks alot bestie! take care of your leg. go out someday kays? I LOVE YOU!

YUAN: thanks mama. haha. you were always there to cheer me up. with your cold lame jokes. hahas.hopefully we will be in same class =) then we can continue to be best friends yay! haha jiayouz for CO. and haha your tag is lame lol. loves.

FANGYU: kai lang bing! hahas. thanks optimistic girl! without you, i duno what my life would be.u cheer me up with your chimology. great to have you as bestie.these 2 years with you was really an enjoyable one. learning some korean language from you too. see you in council though we will be in diff class. loves.

FERNY: yozz girl. haha.also another girl whom i can share thoughts with. glad having you as a friend.jiayouz for dance and do us proud yea? loves.

ELENA: my laogong! hahas. thanks for all the things these 2 years. sec1, sitting beside me, helping each other. its great to know you. and thanks for inviting me to your church. must rmb to come mine kay? u were always there to listen, to help to care. A GREAT PERSON. =) jiayouz for band. and we mustnt give up yea? evangelise. God will help us if we first help. loves!

ESTELLA: MY BELOVED! hahas.you toilet rawker lol. thanks for encouragement and stuffs. caring for me when i injured my knee. dun worry bout your parents or what kay. feel free to find me or elena and u must come my church kay? hahs. YOU BRIGHTEN UP MY DAYS WHEN IM DOWN. see you in tuition. & enjoy urself in china. =) LOVES!

JON CHUA: hahas. thanks for making me laugh when im down.haha. though it isnt long that we met but yea. haha you are a great friend *winks* you joker lol. without you, i will be like depressed? i duno hahas. thanks still.

MR NG: though he wont be looking at this. but i still wanna thank him. thanks mr ng for teaching us chinese for the few months. without you, our chinese will be worst than before. and thanks for encouraging me. u were there when our class needed u. and ur encouragement helped me alot. u helped me not to loss confidence for chinese after i failed once during common test. thanks for the books u lent and its really great having u as our co form. but u are more like a friend to us =)

i may not be in singapore on the last week. so i think i do my thanksgiving now hahas.

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Sunday, December 17, 2006
name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the following question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

#1.fangyu
#2.yuanyuan
#3.ferny
#4.brandon
#5.beatrice
#6.kenny
#7.serene
#8.estella
#9.elena
#10.nicole
#11.olivia
#12.amanda
#13.jiayu
#14.jon chua
#15.alethea
#16.jingjing
#17.weijie
#18.clive
#19.sylvia
#20.ranice

How did you meet #14
- in church.

What would you do if you didn't meet #1
- i will be darn pessimistic

What if #9 and #20 dated
-they are not les and they duno each other

#6 and #17 stead?
- gay =.=

Describe #3
-ferny. hmm active hahas.

Would you ever date #4?
-neh

Would you ever date #1?
- yes if im a guy or she is a guy lol

is #19 single
-yep

What's #10's last name
- er nicole yap something.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11
-erm not les

Which School is #3 in?
-nan hua high

Describe #8
- estella MY BELOVED. kind loving my love=)

Where does #6 live ?
- erm bukit batok

Describe #7
-serene. eh cool?

What is your favourite thing about #5 ?
- friendly and cute x)

Have you seen #2 naked?
-=.= no

#12's family members
-erm father,mother, sisters

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he/she likes you
- speechless

How old is #16
- 14 or 15?


When is the last time you spoke to#13?
- as in literally speak or msn? if msn is 2 days ago. on the phone is on 6 dec. the day she went japan.

Who is #2's favorite bands/singers
-JAY! HAHAS


IM REALLY BORED!SIGH

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had cell yst.
was slacky. haha.
supposed to play captain ball but it rain.
so had prayer for next sat youth outreach.
then slacked and threw balls at each other.
service was okay.
so little people this week.
ended super late.
got scolded by mum=.=
dinner with auntie and uncle and grandma
bout $70.
home, realised the hp cable not working.
crap. haiz.
msn, played sudoku
i think im addicted to it.
i have to play it everyday hahas

now im bored!
tuition later. 4 hours straight.
STRAIGHT.
hahas.

entertain me! =(

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Friday, December 15, 2006
the new com came.
so the living room com moved to my room.
and RAWR! the connection to internet got problem
WHICH MEANS I CANT USE INTERNET WITH THE INSIDE COM,
LET ALONE MSN!
RAWR!
crap lor. i was looking forward to it. then now...
have to wait for my dad to fixed. which i think will be a long time
he has been fixing since this morning.haiz

knee appointment postponed cos the doctor on mc.
postponed to 22dec.
went lunch at greatworld city
then went hangten warehouse sales.
bought a jeans, a fila dryfit shirt and a tanktop.
super cheap. altogether $21. haha
back home now.
using my bro's com
haiz. i wonder when i can use that inside com=(

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FRIENDS FOREVER!
I LOVE JIAYU, YUAN AND FANGYU!

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Thursday, December 14, 2006
RAWR! MY LEFT SIDE OF MY BACK IS PAIN!
PAIN!!!

went training today.
was great at first
then stupid coach ruined everything
i was playing singles at the top few tables.
he wanted me to play doubles.
which i didnt want. haiz.
i had to go down to the bottom table=.=
how pathetic can that be.
he say he needs more doubles.
WAD CRAP SIAZ!
haiz. i dun like doubles
I WAN SINGLES!
ran inside the school.home.

think i over excert le. crap
very pain siaz!
tmr going hospital in the afternoon
for knee checkup.
sianz. hope everything is okay.
cos everytime after i run or wad knee very pain

haiz so bored. nothing to do leh.

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was half awake cos my bro disturbed me again.
went back to sleep.
woke up at bout 11.
mum asked me to help her colour her hair.
i was the hair dresser for the day
and i will never ever want to be one haha
darn troublesome.
then my mum say i crazy.
study so much of cos dun be hair dresser.
i think i wanna be interior designer!
but mum say i study triple sciences leh.
very waste.
i kinda regret not taking art.
but its very stressful and time consuming.
haiz duno lah. i shant worry bout my future lol.
lunch-ed, rest.
then went elena's church for evening rally.
was kinda great! haha.
last day of the conference.
suppose to end at 9 but ended at 10plus.
her parents send me to bukit gombak mrt then my dad brought me home.
didnt eat dinner. rawr

i love praise and worship! :)

yes its true, and i believe it
im living for you.
im gonna be a history maker in this place
im gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
im gonna stand
im gonna run
into your arms, into your arms again


im kinda down recently. haiz.
duno why.
someone please cheer me up. thanks lol


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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
woke up early
went bukit gombak and then to grace assembly of god church.
morning service.
surmon on HOPE.
workshop lunch then
KOREAN LESSON
at first its interesting. then i got a bit lazy and sleepy hahas.
i think jap nicer=)
then on the way home, still in the church
heard from ppl, a lady was hitting ppl.
curious so we went to peek
saw a rather young lady at the carpark, lying on the floor her head bleeding.
she ram herself on the wall.
think she is demon possessed.
haiiz. its quite scary cos u can hear her screams even a few km away.
serious, that loud.
and that time at indoor stadium also like that
so most prob demon possess.
i duno why but i feel kinda sad now.
think cos pity that young lady and some other stuffs.

anw, byee

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON CHUA!

ITS YOUR DAY TODAY!
good luck for your exam today and
GOD BLESS YOU
hahas. thanks for ur laughter during service.
& glad that u love that wonderful card=)
teehee *winks*
take care and yea study hard hahs.



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Monday, December 11, 2006
woke up super early
dad dropped me at queenstown mrt
took mrt to bukit gombak
gastric so went to get food
i was super early
waited for elena and her sis
then waited for her cousin
took bus to grace assembly
oh man! her cousin is cute and funny.
she got that cute look hahas.
worship and morning service was great.
something like church of our saviour
then workshop on 1 john
lunch at west mall mos.
walked around spent alot of $
rawr.
then back to church, JAP LESSON!
WHOOTS HAHA.
i learnt alot.
then home. didnt go night rally, replacing with wednesday de.
tmr going again for 2nd part of workshop and KOREAN LESSON lol
laughed alot today
thanks to elena her sis and cousin haha

RAWR MY FREAKING HP BILL IS BOUT $298
STUPID BEIJING TRIP HAHA JK.
haiz cos i didnt know so ex.

chua, 2 more hours to ur bday, BE EXCITED LOL.happy studying for now.


tags reply:

estella: haha i know too much dreaming is daydreaming but at least everyone have the rights to dream mah. but of cos must know ur limits haha. and be practical hahas. without dream, you cant go anywhere. dreams take us to a certain height though.

ferny: haha yah. abit scary if u lost balance or what.

yuan: haha yah expected ever since i reached s'pore lol. my mum was like telling me the moment i stepped into the arrival hall. its the china side. s'pore side i didnt exceed. sms didnt burst, say im pro haha!

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!

today's fun!
went west coast park in the morning
with my family and grandma.
had mac for breakfast
then went to play.haha
my bro and i went to climb the pyramid.
then played others haha.
fun! and my bro pro lor
the sand was like super hot and he walked on it barefooted.
but yah he is used to it cos canoeing training mah
then went back home.
my dad brought my grandma to east coast park to see the sea cos she didnt wan to go back home
think today is my grandma's happiest day haha

came home, slept.
then went tuition.
A MATHS! haha
the teacher is funny!
lol. she is like lol
she says our class is very clever so she teach super fast.
she say NANHUA MATHS MORE DIFF THAN NANYANG=.=
i duno if its true but she said that our mid year paper is a killer paper.
and and and she say CHIJ katong is a beauty contest school
haha true cos my friend is in that sch.
ohmy. haha she said im good in maths lol.
so one day she taught 2 chapters
pro eh?
and crap. she said she is going to give us a surprise next week
rawr. surely test de.

like RAWR! MY DAD DIDNT TELL ME MY HP CONTRACT OVER LE MEANS I CANT CHANGE HP TILL THE NEXT 2 YEARS
OHMAN THEN I WILL BE SEC4 RAWR
I WAN TO CHANGE HANDPHONE!
*cries*
but my mum say maybe MAYBE she will pass me hers when her contract is over.

tags reply:

estella : haha beloved! mr ong sick? too bad. a maths tuition is SUPER FUN! AHHA i love the teacher. yep must go out with elena kays=) see you next sunday. maybe help me get so food cos i will have gastric with 4 hours of tuition non stop. x)

ferny: haha sun bei bei! haha i think i like her lol. i mean like she is pro. hehe.nvm lah u have vigorous dance training for 2 weeks mah.

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Saturday, December 09, 2006
yayae, haha chua loves my card! hahas
its quite nice though not my nicest drawings yet.
haha i guess to me, my nicest drawing is that one i drew during exam on TRAP.
haha and i m proud of it! 89marks siazz.
*winks*

haha yea. went to pick my grandma from church then went tiong bahru
renew-ed my popular card bought some things
ate tea. shop awhile, home.
rest awhile. cell.
haha. its a kinda boring day.
cell was okay, THANKSGIVING =)
thank God for the things in life and stuffs.
next week captain ball.
had to do urgent ushering today.
service was okay.
ate lots and lots of warheads.
it isnt sour at all lol
yet chua and xinyu were like so lol.
snatching each other's hand? haha
that sour?
& chua almost fell asleep haha. he told me to PREVENT HIM FROM SLPING! lalala
went hawker to eat dinner. fishball noodles.
laugh like siao with olivia and sarah.
bus-ed back home.

chua, yay u love my card haha. though its not one of my nicest drawing but yea...lol

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Friday, December 08, 2006
YAY-NESS!

ELENA IS COMING BACK FROM TAIWAN TODAY!

S'PORE SWIMMER TAO LI GOT GOLD MEDAL FOR 5OM BUTTERFLY

S'PORE BADMINTON LADIES DOUBLES WON HONG KONG
AND XING AIYING, S'PORE BADMINTON PLAYER HAS LOTS OF POTENTIAL!

i watched the DOHA last night and wow.
haha. tao li won!!!
i screamed can! haha
so happy for her and the team.
i mean with china japan korea, its not easy to get a medal.
not even swimming queen joscelin yeo can get bronze.
BUT TAO LI GOT BRONZE AND GOLD!
joscelin yeo was second last.

then watched the badminton doubles.
individual one was SUPER EXCITING.
spore vs korea.
xing aiying could have won lah.
but that korea and the judge RAWR
no offence
the ball wasnt out.
IT WAS ON THE LINE.
the video play back shows its on the line
and yet they considered spore lost.
2 times leh.
in the end the last game was 21-18
haiiz.


you may think its ridiculous or stupid or wad
but yea i used to dream of representing singapore.
started swimming darn early like 4 years old?
then trained every week, went for competitions...
everytime dad company got swimming comp, i would join, got lots of prizes
then ended at goldstar.
mum doesnt wan me to continue life saving
she says swim more next time ur arms very big not nice
but true, swimmers are all big size
if not they wont have the power and energy to swim right?

so i dropped that dream.
i mean. yah everyone gets to dream right.
EVEN HEROS HAVE THE RIGHTS TO DREAM
haha. too bad i started tabletennis late...

went je library to discuss bout next yr sec1 rapport and stuffs.
ended up talking crap.
mrs lim called jiwei and she has 3 books which adds up to more than 1kg
she wants someone to get it from her at dover.
and im the only person going that way=.=
waited for her for like million years.
then mrt-ed back home.

sian! haiiz. yea i agree with yuanyuan haha.
normal school days we wont even bother to update.
but holidays...
super sianzzzzzz
we will update almost everyday,
once or even more!
haha. it applies to me x)

sorry chua haha. cant go out dinner with u to celebrate ur soon-to-be birthday haha.
too bad u got exams on ur birthday.
study hard and dun slack and pon lessons.
make sure u love my card cos i spent lots of time doing it.
though dont have the jacket u want lol.
*winks*

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Thursday, December 07, 2006
I could be the one
I could be the one

I wonder what I've got to be
For You to wanna use me
I do not always have just the right words to say

But You tell me simple things
That I'd love the chance to bring
To a world of people who just simply need You

Doesn't matter where I'm fromWhere I've been
How far I've come
Doesn't matter where I live
Or what I haveYou are my life
Doesn't matter who I know
Or what I've doneYou Take it all
You want me as I am

I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to giveLord,
I'm readyAnd through You
I could be the one
Whatever You want me to do
I will hold on to
What You say can be done
I could be the one

It is amazing to see
That You chose people like me
Who get off track, fall, crashin' down to the ground
But that's when You pick me up
And show Your strength is enough
You can use a broken heart to heal a broken life

Doesn't matter where I'm from
Where I've been
How far I've come
Doesn't matter where I live
Or what I haveYou are my life
Doesn't matter who I know
Or what I've done

You Take it all
You want me as I am

I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm readyAnd through You
I could be the one
Whatever you want me to do
I will hold on to
What you say can be done

I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm readyAnd through You
I could be the one
Whatever you want me to do
I will hold on to
What you say can be done
I could be the one

Bright, Bright
Shooby-Doop, Shooby-Doop
Bright, Bright
Shooby-Doop, Shooby-Doop-Doop
BrightYou take the crazy things
You take the weakest things
You use the foolest things
To show Your glory
Lord take my broken heart
Take all of my mistakes
You take all of me
I want to show how great You are

I could be the one
Someone You're looking for
I don't have much to give
Lord, I'm readyAnd through You
I could be the one
Whatever you want me to do
I will hold on to
What you say can be done
I could be the one

If You say it can be done
I believe I could be the one

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BYE JIAYU! ='(
SHE IS NOW IN JAPAN.
HAVING FUN WHEN IM HERE ROTTING.
RAWR

haha. she called me at midnight=.=
i will miss her.
have fun bestie and take care.
especially your weak sister.
*winks*

its so BORING.
B.O.R.I.N.G

HAIZ.

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
05/12

went sentosa at bout 4pm.
took the tram to kou fu to meet with my aunties and cousins.
then it looked like it was going to rain.
so we went back to the hotel
and my younger cousin was praying so hard.lol
then it rain and he got to SWIM IN THE BATH TUB.
haha poor joshua.
so we waited for the rain to stop.
then me, aaron and joshua, my dad and my auntie went to swim.
after that, the kids went to play daytona! haha
rushed for dinner. then we realised kou fu closed at 9.
it was 8.40 and the tram driver says we wont be able to make it.
so we ate at sakae sushi.
waited so SO long for the food.
WE GOT OUR OWN PRIVATE ROOM LOL.
the food is...not tat good compared to mainland's one.
cos the rice isnt jap rice.
it was normal rice.
but the price was the same as tat in mainland.
so we cant really complained
total bill was bout $120.
after that we took a stroll then bus back to the rasa sentosa resort.
went back home.

06/12

HAPPY BIRHTDAY PAPA!

haha though he wont be seeing this.
in the morning, we feedled with the com and stuffs.
then duno what upgrade stuffs.
scanner and printer not working.
my hp software gone.
RAWR!
then yaye! he fixed the scanner and printer.
but my software! grrrr

he says wait till the new com comes then reinstall
but may diff in USB.
crap lah. i duno...
RAWR
hopefully can reinstall.

lunch at great world today.
KENNY ROGERS!
WOOTS!
haha. bill was bout $40
me mum and dad.
chatted and stuffs.
haha. then shopped round...

came back read A maths text. dun understand some of indices.
dinner at alexandra village.
bout $44 . wow.
spent so much on food lol.

anyway, yea. like wad yuan said.
LIFE IS BORING. HOLIDAYS! RAWR.

SOMEONE TALK TO ME, ENTERTAIN ME!

this afternoon, fangyu called me to confirm the food stuffs for chalet cos she is going to order.
so i must go tiong bahru market to buy fishballs for bbq on 19 dec.
and i told my mum bout it she says ok.
i told her bout chalet stuffs and she can kinda positive bout it.
i told her i wont be staying overnight.
I'M HONEST! =)
*smiles*
then i asked her how i was going to come back and she say my dad will fetch me

DOES THAT MEANS SHE ALLOWS ME TO GO CHALET?
hahah
whoots!

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
I LOVE MY MAMA!
HAHA.
i was packing for the swimming stuffs
then i realised i cant find my goggles.
so i panic and ask my parents.
my mum scold me say i anyhow put my things then cant find
so my whole family (-bro) searched high and low for it.
i ransacked my whole room and i cant find it.
searched for like more than 30 min.
still cant find=.=
my mum was looking at the photos taken when i was p4
saying how fat i was last time lol
she kept on laughing
then we had to prepare for the tea with her friends
so she searched one last time for me.
and

YAY! SHE FOUND IT!

haha.i was like laughing and smiling lol.
THANKS MAMA. though she wont be looking.
*smiles*

and i realised when i was searching, i saw a plastic bag that ******* gave me for my birthday
and the words written on it.
the card he made with his favourite cartoon sticker.
it made me sad.
reminds me of the happy times when me jiayu and them before the whole incident happened.
RAWR.
i mean like. yah i miss the times together.
where they celebrated my birthday in surprise at swensen
using banana split as a birthday cake
they ordered it in front of me, didnt want me to know.
but when the waiter repeated the orders
i knew their motives.
haiiz. time pass so fast.
crap, tears flowing.


rawr. dun feel like continue-ing.
uh-byee.

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YAYAE! I LOVE MY AUNTIE AND UNCLE<3

haha. my uncle's going to sentosa for meeting.
and he got a hotel room free plus a complimentary ticket for bus.
and
and
and
my auntie ask my whole family plus my cousins to go sentosa to play
woohooooooo!
haha. yay i can go swimming le. haha
but my mum got tea with her friends in the afternoon
so have to wait for her to finish then go together
which is like evening?
RAWRRRRR!
i want to go early!
haha. my younger cousin and aunties there le.
older cousin got basketball comp today so later then go.
haha my mum nv tell my bro.
cos he was late for lessons today and got training at night till superzz late.

my dad took leave the whole week.
LALALA. cos tmr is his birthday.
crap and i haven make a card for him.
okay CIAO.

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Monday, December 04, 2006
YOMAMAYO.
haha. went back primary school with my mum today cos she need to settle some stuffs.
then went grandma house cause dad got to pass her something.
went tiong bahru to eat lunch then took shuttle bus to plaza sing.
reached plaza sing, walked round.
blah blah.
went christian shop.
think i got to buy a new bible.
not that my bible cant be used but its NKJV and its super chim
i think i getting NIV bible and songs from malaysia if im going.
yea, went carefourr.
saw FBT shirt and shorts
wanted to buy shirt but too big and long.
and someone queensway sell the shorts cheaper.
so didnt buy anything.
went daiso.

I LOVE MY MAMA.
she went to look for knee guard for me!
woohoo! haha. cos she know that my knee guard not tat good, and i keep cutting.
haha and i always complain knee pain after running.
haha anyway its only $2.
went around to shop...
saw alot of things i wanna buy
but mum say go there then get.
so yea. no buying=( haha

ate the octopus balls.
then dinner at yoshinoya (however you spell it)
took the free shuttle bus back home.



I'M BORED!

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1. hows your heart lately?
- unbroken.

2. when was the last time you went out?
- yesterday

3. what was the latest movie you saw?
- open season

4. the last place you went?
- kitchen

5. miss someone?
- I MISS BEIJING! RAWR!

6. what made you smile today?
- eh nothing.

7. the last time you fall in love?
- erm.

8. when was the last time you had been dating?
- erm.

9. ever love someone so deep?
- Yup. Silly me.

10. what is your status right now?
- Single.

11. did you dream last night?
- nope.

12. what are you doing this morning at 7 am?
- sleeping x)

13. what are you doing this morning at 10 am?
- using the computer

14. what is a country you will want to visit?
- KOREA, EAST TIMOR LOTS!

16. how many piercings do you have?
- twooo

17. do you have a tatoo?
- Nah.

18. what is the last thing you ate?
- banana cake

19. how you feeling now?
- I'M SUPER DUPER ULTRA BORED!

20. who is(are) your best friends of the opposite
sex?
- Lots! Shan't mention.

21. do you have a nick name?
- qian-bian

22. things you need to do everyday?
- eh alot lol.

23. are you a type of person who easily gets hurt?
- Uh-huh. I guess.

24. the last thing you said to one of your friends?
- lol.

25. the last person who called you?
- estella

26. the last person who sent you a message?
- james

27. the last person that you chat with?
- alethea, MY BELOVED MONKEY

28. the last person you talked with?
- dad

29. what cant you live without?
- GOD

30. who do you love?
- Teeeeeeheeeee. GOD!<333








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Sunday, December 03, 2006
YAYAE! S'PORE WON N.KOREA IN TABLETENNIS!
SUN BEI BEI! LALALA

hahaha. i watched the match last night and omgg!
haha its super exciting.
RAWR jiawei and xueling lost a match each.
YAY! SUN BEIBEI WON BOTH AND HELPED SINGAPORE SECURE AT LEAST A SILVER!
LALALA. IM HIGH. HAHA
sun beibei lost 2 match continuously and me and my mum tot no hope le.
sure lose.
but but BUT
MIRACLE!
HAHA. yay! 3-2 last match was duce lah.
then woolala. i screamed! haha
then i watched the swimming.
joscelin yeo lost lah. she's LAST=.=
yay! TAO LI got bronze.
at least its good le lor. first 2 china de leh.

SINGPORE, JIAYOUZ!
hehex.

read a few pages of chem textbk cos later got tuition at 7pm at orchard.
next wk onwards got a maths and chem continuously for 4 hours =.=
wow! 5-9pm. i wonder how i have my dinner lol.

YAYAE! I LOVE MY SKIN!
HOSANNA!
HOSANNA TO THE HIGHEST!


&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, December 02, 2006
30/11

went east coast with beijing trip people.
ohmy! its fun fun FUN haha
met at bedok mrt. me and fangyu were super early can.
THEY WERE LATE LOL.
so we ate brunch first at the hawker while waiting for clive.
he came, we finished eating then took bus.
first we cycled.
omgg. my ass hurts lol.
then we went to play water.
THE WATER SUPER SALTY!
haha. went mac and then bowling.
i didnt bowl. i went arcade ahha. then went home.

1/12

went for breakfast in the morning with my mum.
then met yuan john zhipeng and jiayu and tiong bahru
went marina bay to bowl.
i played 3 games.
YAY! MY HIGHEST IS 99
then we went arcade.
after tat, we had a LONG AND HARD time deciding where to go for lunch.
yuan has to go east coast to pass her friend something.
so we went bedok to eat.
then me and john went home.
the rest went east coast to cycle

2/12

afternoon, i went cine to meet with my cell mates for cell outing
went arcade to play the table hockey thingy.
haha i scored the most lol.
*smiles*
we watched open season.
super funny.
but ex. lol $9 for cartoon.
then went church.
dinner time was RAWR.
cos of my bro.
anw, here's wishing you guys.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CLIVE AND BENNY!

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