& stuck in her own fairytale story.

oh, whatever.
I wanna hold the hand that holds the world.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Knowing that the end time is nearing, revelations from the bible, natural disasters happening in the world; tsunami, earthquakes, pandemics, it would be dreadful to know that one day when you are out and doomsday strike, right in your face. No one can ever be fully prepared for it, neither does anyone know exactly how the world would end eventually. But coming to think of judgment day, it's kind of scary.

" And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life. The dead were judged according to what they had done as recorded in the books." Revelations 20:12


While watching the 2012, I was amazed by the graphics and all, but yet what really amazed me was how hard the scenes struck me, making me wonder how have/can I make full use of my life before the day really comes, unexpectedly.

Am I able to save my love ones before the end time so that I won't regret? If they believe the distinction between hell and heaven, and truly hopes for the latter, am I able to be their help towards salvation, letting them know that their sins are forgiven for God so love the world, He gave His only son to die on the cross for us? I sincerely hope so.


I just got a post from world vision and looking through the magazine really makes me want to help those less fortunate kids. I want to go for mission trips.

Okay, ciao. (:



&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, November 14, 2009
Ice cream, chips and fruit juice :D

Sometimes its really great to sit in the open, on the wet ground, feeling the cold wind blow past and sharing things years ago. Its fun reminiscing the past, memories that had always been held close to the heart. Truly, time pass so quickly and those were the days that had always been so great and heartwarming.

I want to be 14 again.


Gotta start going swimming/ jogging again. Provided my eye stop giving me problems again.
{ What am I going to do with that last pair of contacts!? }

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, November 12, 2009
A thousand things kept inside, too deep to come to the surface, too deep to dig it all out.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, November 08, 2009
Failed.

I wasn't fit for it in the first place. Look what has happened now, and what will be coming.
I really can't imagine.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, November 07, 2009
Last time when I heard about you, I would be wondering whether you are real. Each day was an exciting one, looking forward to reveal even more mysteries of you. Waiting for you and your gifts were the most anticipating things and I would be thankful for it all. I would imagine the things you say, the scenes you would be at (with me), penning down each and every thing. When I was down or injured, you were there for me and showed me your unfailing love. You were the one who made me realise that miracles do exist.

Five years ago, I made my promise to you, declaration of faith and love.


But slowly, the stronger I held on to you, the easier I found myself over relying on you. Whenever I needed help, you would be the first person I would call. Overtime, I knew I could trust you. Until I was lost and I found you further away from me; not your fault, but mine. I began to think that I was able to manage it all, but I was wrong. Many times I cried, for when I called you, you didnt answer me and I thought you didnt love me like before. I thought I was alone but you had always been silently watching over me, guiding me and preparing me. I started to know less of you and I felt that others knew more about you; I was ashamed.
I told myself to take the initiative but still I failed. But you never blamed me nor forsake me-that true love.


I love you, Lord.





&still trying to find a happy ending

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Your grace is enough,
Your grace is enough,
Your grace is enough, for me.


Falling sick again and I'm feeling pms-y these few days. Feel like getting a haircut ):







Like repel.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, November 02, 2009
You see me less important than anything else.
Everything seemed like it had changed,
never like before, never.

&still trying to find a happy ending

welcome
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