& stuck in her own fairytale story.

oh, whatever.
I wanna hold the hand that holds the world.
Friday, February 29, 2008
Let everything that has breath praise the Lord!




Shall not elaborate on what happened in the morning cause it just make me emo.
Match against rivervalley was predictable-Lost. Damn coach didnt let me play as expected. He hates me haha cause of some reason {which only the team knows}
The B boys' match against fuhua was WOW. Totally exciting and tensed that everyone screamed and clapped, screamed and clapped with shouts of encouragements. They played well, just have to minus the nervousness part like what coach zhang said. Every game had a deuce and the opponents were equally good. Both our schools were the last to leave the hall and during Presley's match, even the other schools like hwachong and rv stopped their game to see us play.
The girls kept laughing at 'Junneng' look alike from fuhua. They played together and both had the same face shape, size and look almost the same. Actions too. HAHA.

Entire hall was filled with out shouts and screams. Led the team to cheer for fuhua by shouting 3cheers. Chiong-ed down to church for dinner then corporate prayer. I'm so damn tired now!
{Junlynn shared my testimony to the church leaders. When I was having dinner with some leaders, Pastor Victor talked to me, hinted haha. Was embarrassed but glad that its God's work in my life}

Anyway, TableTennis Finals on monday. Jiayou all players, smack those balls!


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Thursday, February 28, 2008
What the ping, what the pong. {from's weina's blog}
And so it's just a veneer of unitedness.

Foursix got their class tee and I simply love their front, the crown part. Everyone says so. Threeone's tee is cute and its unique. Although threesix's one is something like jersey but its not what everyone has. So, what about us? Just a plain normal common expensive jersey.
Okay whatever.


Thank God once again, for I passed my Geography! Although it isn't something to boast about but I'm happy I didn't fail. & God answered my prayers! I'm left with physics and I hope I won't fail that too.

Mum don't want/seriously oppose me from studying nursing. She says it's a dirty job -.-

So tomorrow, I'm going to be a cooked crab once again. Every year without fail, my face is burnt. LOL. I want to run but I've got semi-finals. Sigh I dont think that coach would let me play so I'd be wasting my time.Furthermore, Alethea wont be going cause it's her birthday tomorrow. and and and RAH! I cant go settler's cafe with yanchng they all and I cant go watch leap years with twofive people. D: SAD!

There's corporate prayer tomorrow so it's gonna be a whole day of events and I think I can blend in with my tabletennis jersey tomorrow HAHA. MY FACE WOULD BE RED.

Tata.

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISA!

Firstly, thank God for helping me through common test.
Secondly, thank God for my chemistry cause I didn't fail :D Although its just a mark away from A2 but I will not grumble cause I'm satisfied. I thought I would fail but He has blessed me with a B3.
Thirdly, I know I didn't do well for this common test but I will work harder.

Career talk these few days and I seriously need to reconsider my future or rather start considering about it. Maybe I can just cancel away the doctor option cause it really seems so difficult.
After studying in JC, study 5 years in Medicine School then internship for 5 years. Additional studying for degree in specialised areas. Wow, it's all studying and I don't think I can deal with all the stress.

Lastly, tomorrow is going to be a goner. Geography paper is one of the killer papers this common test. I seriously hope I don't fail and Geography too. A pass would be sufficient for me though I won't be able to get an A overall.


MY GOD IS GREAT!

Tata, spelling tomorrow D:

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Monday, February 25, 2008
Everything is just a facade, a superficial appearance. As time pass, everyone gets more and more materialistic. It's all a routine, a cycle, a never ending desire to exceed others. But when the time comes, one will realise it's all unworth. Regret will then be all one would be left with. Time pass, people change, but there's nothing others can do. A negative reply to a question will bring harm, but an unwilling reply to the question will bring something worst.

When things seem to be peaceful on the outside, it need not be the same on the inside.

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Sunday, February 24, 2008
short, short post.

Okay, yay for dad fixed my computer but I got a feeling msn will be uninstalled by itself again.
Woke up this morning and finished chinese workbook and testimony. So now, I'm left with verylittle still ALOT of homework; english compo, physics spa practice on skill 3, tuition homework which I owed for 2 weeks and revision for maths plane geometry test tomorrow. SCREWED. Haha.

There's still O'level chem spa next week and maths research to be handed in. Semi-finals this friday and finals on 3rd march. ahhhhhhhhhh.

Okay, byebye and please wait for the next post maybe next week or month. HAHA.

Psalm 118:5-6;
I called to the Lord in distress.He answered me and set me on a broad place.The Lord is on my side, I will not fear.

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Saturday, February 23, 2008
AHHHHHHH! MSN MESSENGER IS SCREWED. OWNSELF UNINSTALL. CRAP!

Whole day out with fangyu ferny yuan jiayu and jasline to celebrate ferny's birthday. Lunch at JEC with shopping at orchard. NUM's attitude and service is bleah ): walked from cine to taka to far east plaza. then church.

Went with brother awhile to queensway, wanted to buy fbts but didnt. dinner at ikea, and the queue was longgggg. walked around anchorpoint and i saw a nice shirt from FOS :D

I have lots of things to do. Sigh, homework, tuition hw, testimony to write by tmr.

{crap, the pimple on my nose doesnt seem to disappear and its quite big=/ }

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Friday, February 22, 2008
Secondary 4 life is totally SCREWED! How I wished I could always be a sec2 student :( I'm sorry if I'm not updating my abandoned blog but please understand that there isnt even time for me to revise or have time with God, let alone a blog eh?

It hasnt been a good week; not only me but mostly everyone. COMMON TEST IS SO DAMN SCREWED! Furthermore, with zonal competition, where was I supposed to find time from to study. I'm not surprised that I would see red underlined marks in my report card. oh please, everyone says i'm smart but please, I AM NOT. if i am, i wouldnt be so emotional when i didnt finish the paper. plus, im not like people who would get high high marks when i dont study, i arent! during the common test period, im already super duper stressed with piles and piles of things to do and people's comments just keep bothering me. Wth, when i study for ct, people say i mugger. PLEASE GROW UP. IF YOU'RE ME, WITH COMPETITION DURING CT, WOULD YOU STILL BE WATCHING TV AND SLACK YOUR HEAD OFF? obviously not right. just because i study for every test does not make me a mugger. in addition, a mugger is someone who would only surround him/her with books and books, maybe not even eating or socialising. for goodness sake, I AM NOT. how would you feel when people say that to you? everyone has studied while you were at competition then when u start studying, rushing for time and people say that. Put yourself in other's shoe, hello.

Basically, one word- SCREWED!
I seriously need TIME MANAGEMENT! majority/every paper, i lose marks because i didnt do finish. like wth, rush like siao and in the end still cant finish. for your info, this ct is the worst ever! so many questions yet only 1 hour, definitely setting a killer paper to force us to realise the need to study.

& I'm sorry that i cant control my tears, it seems like an involuntary reflex action to me when it is supposed to be a deliberate one. It aint my fault for having active tear glands right. God created me for a purpose.


Mrt-ed home, read 'my best friend's girl' then had a headache. I gave cell dinner a miss to rest at home then bused down to church. Really felt God's presence throughout, especially during the part of releasing your worries and receiving God's comfort and peace through meditation of his words. Praise and worship was good and we had an outdoor activity which made me feel amazed by God's creation. Walking alone along queenstown, I felt God talking to me, telling me not to be so stressed and to relax, enjoy his wonderful creation. And i realised when you sit down and just look at your surroundings, you will realised how rush people are and didnt realised that you are also the same. really wanna thank my cell for the laughters and everything, including prayers :D

Last of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERNY & JOHN! :D


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