I'm trying, and have been trying, all these while.

I know I can never get things done or make it go my way if it continues.
Too weak, too tired.

It's another day tomorrow ):

I woke up, and it was yet another school day. Was super emo and sian in the morning but at least some of my classmates made my day :D Pe was tiring, didnt really run my best though lol. Chocolates and nh peeps make me day so much better :D:D I'm happy with my math but bio was -.- since I didnt finish the paper but its still okay la.

TGIF tomorrowww!
But I still gotta wake up early on sat for buzan course then go orchard look for shoes/bags and mug with phionna. Lots of things to be done, plus sickening pw research, econs essay test{ which the teacher did not teach how to write, so dead } and reading of notes since I didnt really pay attention. one bad thing, nationals on monday = miss lessons

F-ing pissed. Seriously, what the shit, such a bias asshole la! I thought I'dnt have to go through the same thing yet it repeats. I really hate school, and I mean it. I used to be sitting on the fence when people asked me if I dislike nanhua, and I had no comments cause I don't have the rights to complain since foo accepted my appeal. Now, I'm going to say, I LOVE NANHUA! It's really the best 4 years in my life, especially sec2 with that bunch of lovely peeps. I really, really miss you guys! ): Lots of regrets eversince I left nh. Regret not doing well for hcl, going into_, and _. I could've been in a better place, happier, if I was able to minus another 2pts. I regret taking 3H2 instead of 4 cause I thought I couldn't cope but hell stupid of me when making that decision. Now, the thought of ruining my own future just like that keeps flashing through my mind. I have never ever felt like this when I was in nh, never. I don't even have the time to catch enough sleep, every single day with eyes half open going to school, dozing off during lectures. I hate all these. JC life is freaking tiring and stressful and my results are -.-

I can't wait for June holidays to come, yet again there'd be commontest which is said to be freaking tough. Screw pw man. I really don't know what to do! The only motivation to go school is because of the nanhua people in school, and I really mean it. It's really true that the truest friends in your life, are those from your secondary school.

Alethea, I miss you and how you talk back to 'beerbelly', if only you were there.

Cherish your time in nanhua people!

I seem to have wasted my holidays ): sigh, and now I think I'm falling sick. Just don't have the mood to do anything, or maybe it's cause of something else. Bought a new pair of specs, thank goodness my mum allowed :D




Thanks for telling me what used to bothered me alot.

1. I freaking cant wear contacts for a month or longer ):
{ axis of pupil changed and eye allergy, prayers! }
2. I wasted my holidaysssss
3. I have been eating alott
4. I haven't bought my shoes or bag or specs!!!
5. Lots of work not done, so not looking forward to school reopen
6. A'level pw topic will be out on monday ): sighhhhhh

I'm gonna blog in points.

1. MSA 1 is finally over!
2. holidays are here!
3. I don't like/dislike/hate/detest GP! ):
4. I spent alot alot alot ALOT of money on food eversince i entered jc.
5. there is a serious problem in my left contacts ):
{ pray for me people! }
6. I hope I receive a msg or letter saying that I can go back nanhua for speech day.
7. I gotta do lots of bridging of topics/revision during the holdiays
8. and lots of catching up with friends
9. I need money money money$$$

I didnt finish chem biology and gp paper, like so so so dead. On the contrary, math was easy and I had 20 minutes left. Econs was okay but I think my way of answering the question is damn weird.

I really think my energy is draining away. I used to be able to stay up late till 3plus 4am in sec2 and 3 but now I can only stay till 12plus 1am and it sucks):

Won't be updating till I'm free so tata :D

I'm really dead tired each and everyday and I seriously do not have the time to study for msa next week. Biology content is crazy and the structured questions are insane. I understand econs but I cant freaking apply. grr. And hell gp, I'm so dead ): School sucks! I really really miss nanhua alot alot. I miss the toilet, cheap food and the friendly people/teachers. It's not only me.

We have come to a conclusion that, it is only when you leave school then you will miss school and realise you love the school alot alot alot. And I don't know what is wrong with our batch of students. Everyone is freaking hardworking and I'm feeling damn stressed up. I'm afraid I cant cope, especially with cca 3 times a week, reaching home at 8plus, 9plus. Where can I find time to do my tutorials, study, do project, rest! ): Each and everyday while reading my notes I fall asleep. sighhh.

On a lighter note, I'm glad I've got nhsa people :D I have phionna to mug with. I need my 4A's by the end of next year!!! sigh.

Okay, just finished editing sample pw, gonna bathe and start on biology mindmapssssss ):

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour