i'm tired, really tired of everything. time is running short, and there are still so many things to do. everyday is packed and the coming holiday would just be a name, for more homework, projects and extra lessons. where exactly is the time for revision for eoy. sometimes, i really feel like giving up.
tmr's rehearsal, thursday last min prep and friday's celebration. i don't care whether it turns out good or not, i just hope it ends soon, fast. really have to thank lots of people who have fork out their time to help in the prep, especially Estella and Cherng Yew. you guys have been a great help.
feeling super emo nowadays, and everything doesn't seem to be in my way.i just can't help it but for me, it's real difficult to control my tears or what. i guess, it's just me.tons and tons of homework, especially chinese. that stupid writing of speech and geog project. how can we ever find time to meet up when there are so many things during the holidays. there's gonna be this informal talk 'bout our opinions for national day rally speech for all leaders in cca/council and i cant make it. why does the school have so many events packed so closely together?!
3 more weeks to languages paper one.
1 more month to start of eoy.
eoy timetable and ms loy's reminder for us 'bout examinations really is a wake up call.
i really want to study for eoy now but i dun have the time to start. what 'bout geog project?
there's still mid autumn festival before eoy and councillors sure would be busy. sometimes i really think whether its a right choice, but luckily i chose not to be in exco. but but why do i seem to be busier than some other people?
i need more hours for a day.
i need God's strength.
&still trying to find a happy ending
been real stressed up recently with all the preparations for TD. it's so rush yet there are like millions of things to do. really hope it won't be a failure 'cause the commitee really put in alot of effort although it's not something very grand.
ever since the start of common test, i haven't been feeling well. all the late night studying and mugging till 2plus 3 really drives people mad. just before common test, i didnt have time to study, there was tabletennis competition at night, 3 times that week. seeing how time pass really freaks me out with the amount of notes and things to study.
but still i managed to endure through that one week of torture just like during the midyears.
and i must really say,
all the credits goes to Godwithout Him, i wouldn't be able to get such results that for once, i didnt cry.
isn't that amazing. everytime, i would surely get emo over results or even other things.
just class test, i cried. and i lost confidence in everything. after every test that i think i wouldn't do well, both me and xiejing would just run rounds and rounds around the school to vent our frustrations. but thanks to yuan and others for encouragement, though they got pulled by us to run around the school.
Really, the power of God is just so amazing. His love and words.
Matthew 19:26 With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.i was very sure i wasnt able to cope with all the stress, cca and studies. i was afraid i didnt have time to study finish or my results would be as disappointing as class tests. but it was all beyond my expectations (except languages)
Praise and thanks to Him, i am able to get 7 A1, even social studies which i used to hate 'cause of the teacher and the kind of marks that i used got which made me lose faith in myself. hopefully i'll be able to maintain the good results and improve my languages which are damn disappointing D: C6 and B4 for english and chinese respectively.
i'll continue to be His testimony for His great and mightful works in my life :Done more week and maybe i won't be so stressed up. but still, for the whole of next week, i will have to stay in school till who knows what time. rehearsals and preparations and collections of muffins. gosh, there goes my shopping plan.
holidays are coming, which means extra lessons, council meeting, stupid geog project and eoy D:
time pass super duper fast this year.
6 weeks or less, to eoy. how are we supposed to study finish like 8-10 chapters for each subject?!
i guess, yes, God has a plan.
been reading the book that Elena, Estella, John and a few others gave me for birthday.
"The Heavenly Man" about a true life story of a christian brother.
it's really amazing how God changed his life and used him for ministry. although he had to go through alot of hardships along the way with his walk with God, he sacrifies himself. i'm still in the process of reading but one thing i have to say. normally, i would take like months or years to read a book (of couse with times in between where i didnt read), but for this book, just 2-4 days, i read like 1/3 of the book.
need prayers for health and my family for which my grandma is in ICU. thanks :D
&still trying to find a happy ending
YAYYNESS! COMMON TEST IS OVER!
but results back soon.
ever since term 3 started, my results kept deproving.
hope it didnt affect ct.
been studying studying and studying.
went library with yuan fangyu and ferny for the last few papers.
late night revision until latest 3am.
finally, i can sleep earlier than that now.
was supposed to go tuition today.
but i cancelled it and postponed to tmr.
too tired, go there sure sleep.
went library with yuan fangyu and ferny to look for inspiration on what to do using wires.
in the end, nothing much.
borrowed comics.
BIRTHDAY'07
me and aaron.
picture of us during our combined birthday party when we were 4?
last time so cute=/ haha
2kg cake!
taken at delifrance, lunch with parents and granny :D
CELL GROUP!
taken during the amazing race round queenstown.
those days, those memories ;
&still trying to find a happy ending
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYSINGAPORE!AND KENNY LEE ORANGE GIRL! :Dlast year, this day.
i really really miss NDP'06
still remember the time ms yeo told us bout our performance.
there were mixed feelings.
trained so hard under the hot sun.
its really tough
we grumbled, we laughed, we danced
time past so fast
one year seems so fast.
the music plays in my head
with bits and pieces of dance steps.
the ndp song last year brought back lots of memories.
packed food, KFC, milo and bottles of water that jerry brought (AI)
camwhoring on my birthday that day with fangyu jiayu yuan using presley's phone.
still remember yishuo made me cry on my birthday cause he bullied jiayu and a teacher came to talk to us.
rushing home that day just in time to eat the cherry on the b'day cake.
late night with besties, all those smiles and memories.
make up that we tried to remove cause it looked so weird.
we all used to hate the trainings but now
i really miss it.
still remember last year, someone proposed to his girlfriend after the whole ceremony.
everyone watched the scene.
i will always remember NDP'06
maybe the only time we have the opportunity to perform.
sec3 year isnt fantastic.
still all 205'o6 will surely agree sec2 life is the best, isnt it?
miss those days...
now, life just so busy.
cca, studies, council...
there isnt much time to study for ct.
studies and grades are deproving.
life seems so screwed nowadays.
but still, life goes on, with God as the pillar to lean on.
really hope ct ends soon.
now back to study D:
memories are forever;
&still trying to find a happy ending
