encountering some problems with blogger.
so had to change link.

went jp with ferny yst to get present for jiayu
we took like soooooooooooooooo long to choose haha
we went up and down,
looking for the things we want to get for her
but jp just suck.
so many things dun have.
if i knew i wouldnt go there.

both us us damn funny
we stayed in the shop for like half an hour?
at the same spot.
thinking
then play scissors paper stone
flip coin.
just to decide wad to get
lol. its really damn funny.
and we kept funny
then we went to ask the 2 shopkeepers.
we even showed them jiayu's pic to let them see which suits her
then in the end we chose that haha
walked around...
then ferny very hungry
so went kfc.
i ate cheese fries then she ate 2pieces meal.
waited for her to finish.
then as we were walking out of jp,
saw chay pioh and xavier.
they were going to watch movie.

and i saw council bryan and his friends too
lots of ppl were watching movie yst.

i wanna watch! but like no time=(
and i wanna go swimming lol
the health checkup nurse told me to go swimming to stretch more lol

mrt-ed to queenstown
went church
was like 1 and a half hours late=.=
felt kinda weird as i walked into the room haha
stayed for half hour then went service

service was great yst!
i love the praise and worship
and yst was sonicedge band

testimonies.
sermon.
pastor glenn shared his testimony
somehow i admire him!
haha. long story.
but really, he is a great example for us.
he did not just went on with his old life,
but came to God and changed when he was in jail.

waited for dad.
edric keeps calling me amanda=.=
though its my christain name but it sounds kinda weird haha

dinner at funan
wasnt nice. and my parents were angry.
guess they quarrel?

then went cold storage to get some things.
home.

i still have lots of hw not done!

and and and tmr is the match against anglican
haha i dun think im stress cos of it
cos its sure lose.
but im going to miss bio again
wad the...
haiiz. have to self study le.
but i cant study at home.
lots of distractions.
guess i have to go library.


good luck to those running for heats tmr!
especially yanchng
she is the only girl from our class
replacing roanna.
jiayouz! :D


and thanks all for the encouragement. =)






and i will worship You with all of my heart,mind and strength
'cause You are the only the one i believe.
through the times, i realised its you i needed most.
in troubled times, its you i seek.

God of wonders, beyond our galaxy.

school reopened.
suck!
i have been missing lots and lots of lessons
because of the stupid nationals.
and i dun seem to be able to cope.

i dun understand anything!
i miss the whole of human digestion
physics all from newton.
i dun know wad the teacher is teaching for salt preparation
IM DEAD!

and class test are coming lah.
then mid year.

i dun know why we must still go for nationals when its sure lose
cant we like redraw or wad
wth lah . they so pro then we leh.
sports school, cedar, anglican.
=.=
i wan to play singles.
i prefer singles!

training strokes and smacks with presley is fun!
haha.

people say when it comes to exam,
u will surely understand wad the textbook is toking bout.
but im afraid wad if that doesnt happen to me?
then wad shall i do.
just rot and die eh?

missing so many lessons,
going back to class,
listening to the teacher teach,
but nothing gets into the brain.
yet the heart feels so heavy,
so heavy that it seemed to sank.
and i just cant control
but to cry.

its like u feel so stupid all of a sudden.
everyone knows wad the teacher is toking bout
then im the only one, staring.
sometimes i wonder whether i regret coming to this class.
so pro de=.=

guess i shall just leave it all to God.
cos he has a plan for me

common test results are okay.
ss was the suck-iest.
brought down my whole % by sooooooo much! D:
overall % should be 71 ba.
cherng yew got 76% zhengyang 74%
both sitting beside me so pro de.

and and and i guess im having emotional stress=/
haiiz. elena has it
and she has shingles.
her back is pain.
my thigh has a lump, almost the same as hers
and now my back is pain.
God bless the both of us! right elena?
:D

haiiz. my life is screwed manz
so many homework piling.
and i duno how to do cos i miss lessons.
someone help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!






its a mistake, right from the start.
i knew it was, and it was all my fault.
im giving up.though its hard,
i will try.

THANKS BELOVED ESTELLA AND CHAYPIOH!

you guys are great! thanks for solving my prob.
been bothered by something these 2 days.
wasnt really feeling tat good.
adding to my unhappiness

and now the thing is settle, thanks to the both of them.
at first i didnt know wad to do bout it
but thanks to estella for the things to do,
and of course with the help of cp

its really great to have you 2 as friends.

estella: THANKS BELOVED! you were always there to help me no matter what happens.whenever im down or bothered by things, u nv fail to cheer me up. don't worry bout that thing u are worried bout kay.im sure she will know how to handle her own things without u bothering. and God will surely change her.LOVE YOU! <333>

chaypioh: though we only know each other for bout 3 months but really touched and glad that u helped me with this thing.im not sure if its gonna affect ur relationship with him but hope it wont. thanks alot!



at least i guess i will be abit happier now, now that there is one thing less to worry

i really dont want to lead a life where i will have to worry so much
i dun think this was even the life plan by God.
who wouldnt want to be happy and have nothing to worry?


late breakfast today at outram.
saw kian ann and his family
home, rested.

went orchard for tuition.
was early so i went to check out the price for the plastic cover.
$7 when dad saw a $5 one at ghim moh (however u spell it)

maths tuition today was funny
ms lee had ulcer on her tongue
so talking was a problem for her.
pronounciation problem
then ranice keep laughing.

chem was okay.normal lah
haha. supeeeeer hungry cos didnt have lunch
after tuition went to meet my parents at og.
went mos burger for dinner
home.

i think i need more dinitrogen monoxide!
its laughing gas haha.

from now on, i will try my best to stay happy
cos im sick of that life of worries.

tmr's sch reopen and i haven do finish hw
left abit.
im worried for my chinese result or rather languages
but wad done cant be undone.

gtg do bio coverpage le.
CIAO.



thank God for such great friends!

I GOT MY K800i TODAY!

but there isnt anymore brown
so i have to take black
and its the last piece left
and i changed plan

had prayer walk training today
learn bout why we have to walk and pray for the community
great experience.

helped junlynn with the noticeboard

service was different today.
had bb from queensway sec
and gb from herny park

the gb are damn cuteeee!
the whole church laughed.

pastor told us a story.
quite funny

bought back dinner for mum.


my arm is hurting me
and im bearing with the pain
sorry, i dun have the mood to blog
so its rather brief.




i think my life's screwed.
why do i even have this feeling.
i just wanna lead a peaceful life.
so getlost stop bothering me

satan is always trying to ruin things
to destroy.
God, please cast out satan in me and just take over my life.


hungry, i come to you
for i know, u satisfy
empty, i run to you
for i know,
your love does not run dry

and so i wait, for you
and so i wait, for you


falling on my knees and worship
giving all i am to seek ur face
lord all i m is yours
my whole life i place in your hands
god of mercy humbled i bow down
in your presence and ur throne

i called, your answered
and you came to my rescue
when i wanna be where you're

in my life, be lifted high
in our world, be lifted high
in our love, be lifted high

take over my life as i lay it down at your feet;

im trying, trying so hard
not to think bout it.
its difficult,
but time will heal wounds.
i will just have to bear with everything now,
i hope.
i cant help when tears just flow...

was it considered a class gathering or wad
haha. only 8 people went for skating.
but a few more came without skating.

ice skating today was great.
i guess. haha.
there wasnt alot of people.
yaye first time skate with yuan and fangyu.
skate with jiayu like 2 times le
i didnt fall =)
jack was funny! haha
he did lots of 'stunts'
then he almost fell.
his actions were funny
haha. pro-ster
took pictures with loves<3>
(jiayu yuan and fangyu)

some had to leave early.
lunch at kobayashi
elena came. talked.
then walked around went arcade

tuition. tcher extended one hour=.=

went back pri sch to wait for mum and dad.
went tiong bahru for dinner.
thai express. then icecream =)

i may be changing hp tmr.
I REALLY HOPE I DO.
mum says if i get cybershot k800i
my bro will be jealous and he will complain to get x box360
howwww
i want my handphone!
i dun give a damn bout him!
hope my dad buys for meeeee

dun really have the mood now.
kinda down, i guess




fantasies are still just fantasies. there are so many things you can buy, and you can only work so hard.then one day u still wake up with that empty feeling.
as much as you mask it, it's always there haunting you.

i know this empty feeling and i have been trying to find answers to it, to fill that empty place
but none of it ever helped.the empty place in each of us was designed by God to be filled only him.

i used to have that feeling, then its gone and now its back.
sometimes im really guilty, not doing quiet times.
drifting away from God.


/1 chronicles 28:9

i want to seek Him.
i want to be like Moses in the bible, being God's friend, hungered for God.
i want to hunger to know God and the fullness of His presence.






thinking of you giving up
i know its time to give up.cos i've been searching for the wrong thing right from the start.i knew i would regret, telling you.it takes time to forget.i'll bear with that feeling. sometimes i really cant help but to cry myself to sleep.

ICESKATING CHANGED TO 10AM

today was okay, i guess
though i still have to see his stupid face
i soooo love playing singles
haha.

sili the silly bulldog keep taking pictures of me lah
and i keep running away from her.
haha damn funny

yayee! i read finish the book which i read in sec1.
then i read through the chinese 80 thingy

i forgot what i want to blog about.

anyway, jon chua is totally crazy!
haha my church friend.
he and his friends walked from marina bay to bukit batok ON FOOT!
pro leh.
i think its real cool
they took 15++ hours.
from yst 7.30pm to today 10+am

haha. yay tmr is 205 gathering day!
lalala. ice skating!
i so love 205
and we may be getting a jersey
heard that its adidas and cost $28
im fine with it
hopefully the design is nice=)

im like so dead.
i still have homework not done
this holiday is really suck-y
everyday i have to go back to school
and nationals are just next tues, thursday and the next next monday

its gonna be SURE LOSE!
against sports school, cedar, and anglican
i dun wanna miss lessons
especially physics!
i scared i cant catch up with pandian's speed



and when the sky gets darker,
the heart gets heavier
and when the rain pours,
looking out makes me get moodier.


don't you have the same feeling?
like when u look out of the window
you're feeling blue?
sometimes i just hope that it will nv rain
hahaha but impossible
cos its part of nature





BECAUSE HE IS ALL-POWERFUL;

from his shoulder, i saw the world from a new perspective
His strength impressed me. His strength could have crushed me in an instant,
but that possibility never entered my mind
b'cause i felt loved and accepted by Him.
God has the power to crush and destroy
but b'cause of His love, he uses his power for our benefit

i feel so distant from Him nowadays.i guess i have to be blamed cos i was lazy to read the bible.sorry=(

sometimes things just don't go the way you want it to
no matter how hard you try
i guess thats the only way things can be


today is just another suck-y day
sunsport comp in the morning
lost but im not sad at all haha
cos i was prepared to lose=)
dad brought me home
then i rest and sms...
took bus to sch and met elena and estella at mrt
beloved cut her hair!
haha NO COMMENTS =/
but she says its nice=)
she wanted to go mac toilet to change then pei her

rushed to sch then suddenly changed our mind
instead we walked damn slowly haha

today was like a total waste of time.
less than 50 people turned up when 100+++ was expected
sian. just a briefing on investiture
then next week got rehearsal
i got nationals=.=

had lunch and chatted with elena estella and enna ( all e's)
was laughing and feeling disgusted
'bcos of something.
then it started to rain.
OM told the sch not to go outdoor cos its some sort of acid rain or wad
so we waited for the rain to stop.

it wasnt as heavy as before
so estella forced me and elena to go home.
walking out, ass tot of a joke for chay pioh
haha rather lame one.
then it started to rain heavily again
so we chiong to the bus stop
afraid of being corroded LOL

went mac cos ass wanted to look at her 'WONDERFUL HAIR'
haha. damn funny
she squat beside the dustbin
under the hand-dryer
trying to blow dry her hair.
damn un-glamourous HAHA
really very funny

mrt-ed home

i still have lots of hw not done!
especially when my mind is occupied with other things,
none of the chinese yanyu and suyu get into my brain



TO ALL 205`O6 PEEPS:

2/5 GATHERING ON FRIDAY
ICE-SKATING! :D
MEET AT 11.30am
keep in contact for further information
please remember to bring enough $ and gloves!


yaye! lalala.
like what elena told me yst,
when u miss something or someone,
u dun have to keep bothering bout it
or even keep it all in ur mind/ heart till it becomes so heavy or wad
as long as u are able to remember it
that's most important

been talking to elena laogong recently
and its really great to have her as a great friend!
she is always there to be me smile and laugh =)
<333>


there's training tmr.
i hope i wont get pissed off at the look of the coach=/
i just wanna play well
i wanna concentrate.
nationals coming
which means i will be missing lessons AGAIN
sometimes i really hate it
what if i cant cope.
haiiz. life is so... RAWR!



tag replies

elena: MY HOT DATE-ER! why why why u cant go! i wan u to go. haha. nvm next time must find time to go iceskating and to the beach to screeeeeeeeeam! haha skin corroding lol.

estella: BELOVED! HAHA all ur fault that me and elena have to run in the rain but nvm haha.mac toilet hand dryer = ass totally unglam. =)

cherngyew: haha cos u said jiayou. hahaha





and it's just that feeling of emptiness deep down inside.
and i'll try, harder, to get over it.

reached school early today
training okay slacky.
especially with that coach
dun feel like playing when i see his face

tmr's competition
which means im dead
im not sure if my comp is in the morning or afternoon
if its afternoon then i cant go for council
actually im not really that scared for tmr.
cos i know sure lose.
so i will just play normally.
sometimes when u play normally, u may win
so lets just hope for a miracle =)

stayed back in school till 6plus
cos i didnt feel like going home.
waited for jiayu
chatted. really miss the times sitting beside her in class
laughed and played.
she is totally bothered by her book review lol

i seriously think both of us switched personalities.
she used to be those happy go lucky, anything oso dun care
and i used to be those totally pessimistic person, damn emo, always worrying
but this year, we seemed to be diff
now she is totally pessimistic while im sort of hack care person (sometimes)
haha damn weird.
but no matter wad, she will always be my bestie <333>

yay! tuition tmr is cancelled! LALALA
which means i dun have to rush from kallang to clementi then to yew tee.
and and and DOUBLE YAY!

THERE MAY BE 2/5 GATHERING AGAIN THIS FRIDAY
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!
ICE-SKATINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
love it man!

and this time, maybe yuan and fangyu are going!
though it may not be a clique gathering but they are going.
my smiling pills =)

but i still have alot of undone hw.
howwwwwwwww.

holiday homework

1.maths classwork
2.maths revision exercise
3.chem workbook ( alot duno)
4.chinese workbook
5.english paraphrase
6.memorise the stupid 80 chinese thingy
7.read english book for book review
8.ss question which i didnt do last time
.
.
.

i cant remember. haha

but no matter wad i must go iceskating this holiday ^^


tag reply

bryan: haha i got 10 =) i didnt say i was happy that ppl fail lah =.=

cherngyew: haha good dun be bad! i wanna go thailand lol :D




i knew right from the start,
it was just me and wishful thinking.

surprisingly, mum went out to buy breakfast today
although she was supeeeeeeeeer angry with my bro.
had mac for breakfast.
then did hw...
blah blah.

i tot i was going to be late for geog.
i wanted to take direct bus which would take 1 hour
then i decided to take mrt
i was 10 minutes early

haha i tot my face was bad
vivian's one was worst than mine.
at least im not the worst :D

lesson was okay lah.
1 hour nia.
so many people didnt turn up.

got back test paper for geog.
18 people fail. OHMYYYYYY!
bout half the class.
i tot i wouldnt do well
cherng yew got 9 so i tot i would do worst cos he smart mah
in the end i got 9 too.
quite happy liao lah cos so many ppl fail.
corrections then later cherng yew found out that mr tay gave him 1 mark less
so he went to tell.
i realised my mistake same as his
so in the end
I GOT 10 haha.
though its still not good but at least im already satisfied.
cos this topic very easy fail de

i wonder how yi shuo get full marks=.=

went co room awhile then went to central with some 3/3 ppl.
talk and crap. laugh
mrt home.


YAY MUM COOKING DINNER TODAY!


cheryl peeled finish her skin!
she pro lor.
my mum dun let me peel
later got scar.
and im afraid! haha


tag reply

thanks elena laogong! for everything. prayers, encouragement and for making me happy.
lets go to the beach and scream! haha :D

ferny: haha i will smile more. and i will try my best for the comp though its rather difficult




sometimes i wonder whether i regret telling u cos i guess im not ready too.

sometimes i really cant help it
but to feel that life is really unfair.
u work so hard and yet u dun get rewarded
whereas those who arent suppose to be rewarded
get all the benefits

then what's the point of doing so well
what's the point of studying so hard
when someone who doesnt study,
or even fail his course
get something he wants

am i really foolish to think this way
or what.
i'm really going to break down soon.
life seems so contradicting
arent those who do well suppose to be rewarded?
or am i just jealous?


my good for nothing brother fails his course and he can buy a xbox 360
he gets so many things though he doesnt do well.
what bout me.
i dun even seem to be rewarded for my results

he didnt do well and he gets rewarded
if this continues,
isnt this like an encouragement for him not to do well
but yet at the same time he can get his things

i tried closing an eye
but i realised i cant.
are my parents just bias?

sometimes i really want to give up.
but no one knows what im thinking


homework just pile up in my messy room
i just dun have the mood to do.
i really want to have a rest
to go out with 2/5 peeps.
I WANT TO ICESKATE.
i dun want to go for that competition
that adds on to my worries.
I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH
to just scream out everything in my heart


"just face it and deal it, that's it! "--jiayu<3>
thanks bestie, for the encouragement yesterday.
since i cant stop it from happening,
i will just face it and finish it,
once and for all.
loveee you lotsss!<333>

thanks presley, chaypioh, junneng, yanxiang, adwin, cherngyew, russell, xueting, roanna and others for the support and encouragement :D

start of holidays but i dun seem to be in the mood
haiiz. im really tired. too tired.
my holidays are packed!
fully packed!

today went to sunsport competition.
moved from clementi to kallang..
lost my way so called the guys.
then found out tat it was that building=.=
i went there super early
to watch cheryl and anqi play.
then they accompanied me too!
thanks girls! =D

my opponents were okay.
lost 2 games won 2 games.
there is this girl called amanda. she is super cute lol
i tot i wouldnt qualify for 2nd round
then i went to check and realised that something is wrong with the score
so i check with cheryl. we went to ask the person in charge to count.
and i got the same point as another girl.
both got 6 out of 8.
then have to choose between me and her.
as i won her in the game, i QUALIFIED for 2nd round.
but but but
i dun feel like playing anymore!
how! RAWR.
cos now everyone very pro
and competition very tough.
IM SCARED!

HAIIZ. that means 2nd round is on wednesday
and im totally packed with activities. how
morning comp, afternoon council, evening tuition.

activities for march holidays
monday
geog extra lesson

tuesday
training
maybe iceskating

wednesday
sunsport competition 2nd round
investiture rehearsal
chinese tuition

thursday
training

friday
tuition

saturday
church

sunday
tuition

WHERE GOT TIME TO DO HOMEWORK!
PILES AND PILES.

im prepared to lose on wednesday haha
actually i was prepared to lose today
but in the end i won=/
so yea, should i be happy or wad?
im the only girl in nan hua who got into 2nd round
cause only 4 girls joined lol=.=

looking at how the other people played just now,
im feeling kinda stressed.
the way they smack and la.
ohman! save me.
why cant i have faith and confidence?


if only i had a time machine,
where i can be in control of time
then that would be the time when all the troubles,
worries and everything would be gone.
and only HAPPINESS would be all we know.


i am really tired and i feel like breaking down.
but if only anyone knows how i feel
and that hurt deep in my heart
sometimes things just dun happen the way we wan it to be
but why do i always think of the negative.

tmr's tuition and my face is still red.
not as red as yesterday but still... haha
i tot mine was the reddest but when i saw cheryl's face,
i change my mind and thoughts haha
she is really supeeeeeeer red!
anqi says my skin is wrinkled and gonna peel.
eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
haha. i hope ms lee , ranice and nigel wont laugh tmr lol.




you opened your arms and embraced me like a father to a child<3>

i just cant seem to control.
the tears just flow, continuously
non stop. it flows and flows.
more and more.

sorry guys for being so emotional today.
thanks zihui, alethea and those who made me smile.
especially the ikan billis =D


today was the match against fu hua,
for 3rd/4th placing.
kinda important to us.
but not to some idiot people.

1st single and double lost.
2nd single won.
me and alethea were 2nd doubles.
pressure was on us.
we lost and we had no one to seek advice.
zhang jiao lian was there.
but he was busy looking at how presley was playing
cos 3 div was playing at the same time.

so yea. the point is,
some good for nothing coach didnt come.
see! argh.
i am pissed lah.
he called a sec1 and said that he will come at bout 3+
in the end match over, he didnt even appear.
what idiot lah.

and he just s**k lah.
dun even train us then keep insulting us.
wad bullcrap.then arrangement all wrong lor.
if not we can win and bring honour to the sch.
all his fault lah.

i cried for like 10minutes or so.
even though we got 4th, im still not happy.
3 years straight, 4th position.
last year also like tat.

now change coach to this, i dun even wanna play tt.
see his face my ball always out. wth lah.
the previous coach better than this and yet kenna changed.
i want sun jiao lian!
she is in holland now.
if she coach us, sure can get 2nd or maybe 1st.
she may be strict and fierce and she is supeeeeeeeeeer goooooood can.
ever since she left, i haven really been training like normal.
with her, more training, smack and stuffs.
with him, just stand at the table do nth oso can.
he just walk around like some invigilator

can she please come back to singapore.
to train us, i dun mind her scolding.
she is the best coach ever.

the other div are good, better than us.

girls
c'div--- 3rd
b'div---4th

boys
c'div---2nd
b'div---3rd

look, we are the worst.
cos of the coach. c'div is good cos of their capability
NOT HIM.
anyway, the c boys are pro. they could have won hwa chong.
banana and kai shun and ryan came back to support.
darn funny lah.

went dinner with liting zihui yanxiang kaishun at je.
on the mrt, nicholas aka banana keep pinching my cheek from mrt to je there.
then i pinch him back.
suay suay when his mum infront, i pinch him.
i was like =.= crap lah
haha.
dinner suck. the baked rice was like uncooked?
gossip. home.


not feeling well again.
guess its my stomach.
gastric flu. wasnt feeling well on sunday too.
nigel told me to go home but i didnt.
estella my beloved went mac to buy hot tea and apple pie for me
love her <333>
hahas. was better. mrs kang gave me panadol.
came home ate some stomach pain medicine.



sometimes i really hope i can just close my eyes and nv wake up. but i know its impossible cos God has a purpose for me. and this life of mine is given by him but sometimes life seem to be so meaningless.
does anyone know how i feel in my heart?

went mr chee's house yst with 205`o6!
met at bukit gombak. was late=.=
20plus people went =D
his house is kinda small but its new=) haha
and and and ohmy! his son is so super duperrrrrrrrr cuteeeeee=)
pictures from kenny's blog.





















mr chee.

























his son, christian joel aka CJ =D
a 2 year old plus boy who is so cute and plays soccer.

played with CJ. haha
fangyu should really go study early childhood like her sis man!
she is good with children. haha
greatly influenced by her sis bah.
played uno stacko. fun! haha
kenny broke the chain of dice lol



























kenny aka ORANGE GIRL =D
i look kinda retarded=/


watched cars while the rest went to kick soccer and play netball/ basketball
then went westmall with ferny and jiayu. fangyu met her dad at coffee bean then she left.
then dad picked me and went to fetch my grandma to my auntie hse for dinner
he was lost lol.
dinner was great.
watched liverpool vs man u.
played the laptop.
watched abit of asernal vs reading

home.

i can change hp. that's wad my parents say
but they say choose a good hp then next time dun change till i work.
my hp screwed. cant call and receive calls
using my bro's old hp now.

can someone recommend me a good phone?

haha. i duno which i should get.
sony ericsson K800i, Z610i or nokia 6288

i have tuition later and my dad isnt going to fetch me=(




and i seem to miss the times together,
the laughters we shared.
i miss 205 `o6 and clique, someone.

& if only there is a time machine /

SIAN!
haiiz. don't know lah.
END OF COMMON TEST LE BUT STILL...
i don't know, but i got a weird feeling.
maybe it's the results...
or cause not enough sleep, have been studying like hell mad.

today's physics is okay lah.
then spa. chem...
sian. went lunch at 12 then train.
i guess the happiest moment of today is during training.
played with jing and amanda.
laughed.
played with presley ( since a zillionnnnnnn yearrrrrrrrrrs)
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
FUN! HAHA
and i can la his ball! whoots
he says i improve my smacking and i'm pro. =)

the guys lost to hwa chong.
then competition just suck.
against RV.
haiiz. didnt play cos the first 3 matches by the others lost.
so sian lah. then very cold cos the hall is air con de.
monday finals lehx! RAWR
RAWR!
haiiz. against fuhua. okay lah

after match, went dinner with russell yanxiang and gregory.
ate at je zingde (i think)
laugh laugh laugh hahas.
then went arcade. they played the basketball thingy.
wanted daytona but occupied.
then went home.
aiyo. yanxiang siao de. weather so cold still eat icecream haha
im like freezing lah.

haiiz. ms lim says the class got 10 failures for chem and only 5 As.
i hope i'm one of them but possibilty ain't high.

and there's 205`o6 gathering at mr chee's hse! whoots!
hopefully most of the people come.

FINALS ON MONDAY.
COMPETING FOR 3RD PLACING.
WISH US GOOD LUCK=/
hopefully i can play first doubles.
i feel like smacking=D


& why do i feel like this,
that feeling that can't be described.
i'm sick of everything.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour