the tears just flow, continuously
non stop. it flows and flows.
more and more.
sorry guys for being so emotional today.
thanks zihui, alethea and those who made me smile.
especially the ikan billis =D
today was the match against fu hua,
for 3rd/4th placing.
kinda important to us.
but not to some idiot people.
1st single and double lost.
2nd single won.
me and alethea were 2nd doubles.
pressure was on us.
we lost and we had no one to seek advice.
zhang jiao lian was there.
but he was busy looking at how presley was playing
cos 3 div was playing at the same time.
so yea. the point is,
some good for nothing coach didnt come.
see! argh.
i am pissed lah.
he called a sec1 and said that he will come at bout 3+
in the end match over, he didnt even appear.
what idiot lah.
and he just s**k lah.
dun even train us then keep insulting us.
wad bullcrap.then arrangement all wrong lor.
if not we can win and bring honour to the sch.
all his fault lah.
i cried for like 10minutes or so.
even though we got 4th, im still not happy.
3 years straight, 4th position.
last year also like tat.
now change coach to this, i dun even wanna play tt.
see his face my ball always out. wth lah.
the previous coach better than this and yet kenna changed.
i want sun jiao lian!
she is in holland now.
if she coach us, sure can get 2nd or maybe 1st.
she may be strict and fierce and she is supeeeeeeeeeer goooooood can.
ever since she left, i haven really been training like normal.
with her, more training, smack and stuffs.
with him, just stand at the table do nth oso can.
he just walk around like some invigilator
can she please come back to singapore.
to train us, i dun mind her scolding.
she is the best coach ever.
the other div are good, better than us.
girls
c'div--- 3rd
b'div---4th
boys
c'div---2nd
b'div---3rd
look, we are the worst.
cos of the coach. c'div is good cos of their capability
NOT HIM.
anyway, the c boys are pro. they could have won hwa chong.
banana and kai shun and ryan came back to support.
darn funny lah.
went dinner with liting zihui yanxiang kaishun at je.
on the mrt, nicholas aka banana keep pinching my cheek from mrt to je there.
then i pinch him back.
suay suay when his mum infront, i pinch him.
i was like =.= crap lah
haha.
dinner suck. the baked rice was like uncooked?
gossip. home.
not feeling well again.
guess its my stomach.
gastric flu. wasnt feeling well on sunday too.
nigel told me to go home but i didnt.
estella my beloved went mac to buy hot tea and apple pie for me
love her <333>
hahas. was better. mrs kang gave me panadol.
came home ate some stomach pain medicine.
sometimes i really hope i can just close my eyes and nv wake up. but i know its impossible cos God has a purpose for me. and this life of mine is given by him but sometimes life seem to be so meaningless.
does anyone know how i feel in my heart?
&still trying to find a happy ending
