suck!
i have been missing lots and lots of lessons
because of the stupid nationals.
and i dun seem to be able to cope.
i dun understand anything!
i miss the whole of human digestion
physics all from newton.
i dun know wad the teacher is teaching for salt preparation
IM DEAD!
and class test are coming lah.
then mid year.
i dun know why we must still go for nationals when its sure lose
cant we like redraw or wad
wth lah . they so pro then we leh.
sports school, cedar, anglican.
=.=
i wan to play singles.
i prefer singles!
training strokes and smacks with presley is fun!
haha.
people say when it comes to exam,
u will surely understand wad the textbook is toking bout.
but im afraid wad if that doesnt happen to me?
then wad shall i do.
just rot and die eh?
missing so many lessons,
going back to class,
listening to the teacher teach,
but nothing gets into the brain.
yet the heart feels so heavy,
so heavy that it seemed to sank.
and i just cant control
but to cry.
its like u feel so stupid all of a sudden.
everyone knows wad the teacher is toking bout
then im the only one, staring.
sometimes i wonder whether i regret coming to this class.
so pro de=.=
guess i shall just leave it all to God.
cos he has a plan for me
common test results are okay.
ss was the suck-iest.
brought down my whole % by sooooooo much! D:
overall % should be 71 ba.
cherng yew got 76% zhengyang 74%
both sitting beside me so pro de.
and and and i guess im having emotional stress=/
haiiz. elena has it
and she has shingles.
her back is pain.
my thigh has a lump, almost the same as hers
and now my back is pain.
God bless the both of us! right elena?
:D
haiiz. my life is screwed manz
so many homework piling.
and i duno how to do cos i miss lessons.
someone help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
its a mistake, right from the start.
i knew it was, and it was all my fault.
im giving up.though its hard,
i will try.
&still trying to find a happy ending
