no matter how hard you try
i guess thats the only way things can be
today is just another suck-y day
sunsport comp in the morning
lost but im not sad at all haha
cos i was prepared to lose=)
dad brought me home
then i rest and sms...
took bus to sch and met elena and estella at mrt
beloved cut her hair!
haha NO COMMENTS =/
but she says its nice=)
she wanted to go mac toilet to change then pei her
rushed to sch then suddenly changed our mind
instead we walked damn slowly haha
today was like a total waste of time.
less than 50 people turned up when 100+++ was expected
sian. just a briefing on investiture
then next week got rehearsal
i got nationals=.=
had lunch and chatted with elena estella and enna ( all e's)
was laughing and feeling disgusted
'bcos of something.
then it started to rain.
OM told the sch not to go outdoor cos its some sort of acid rain or wad
so we waited for the rain to stop.
it wasnt as heavy as before
so estella forced me and elena to go home.
walking out, ass tot of a joke for chay pioh
haha rather lame one.
then it started to rain heavily again
so we chiong to the bus stop
afraid of being corroded LOL
went mac cos ass wanted to look at her 'WONDERFUL HAIR'
haha. damn funny
she squat beside the dustbin
under the hand-dryer
trying to blow dry her hair.
damn un-glamourous HAHA
really very funny
mrt-ed home
i still have lots of hw not done!
especially when my mind is occupied with other things,
none of the chinese yanyu and suyu get into my brain
TO ALL 205`O6 PEEPS:
2/5 GATHERING ON FRIDAY
ICE-SKATING! :D
MEET AT 11.30am
keep in contact for further information
please remember to bring enough $ and gloves!
yaye! lalala.
like what elena told me yst,
when u miss something or someone,
u dun have to keep bothering bout it
or even keep it all in ur mind/ heart till it becomes so heavy or wad
as long as u are able to remember it
that's most important
been talking to elena laogong recently
and its really great to have her as a great friend!
she is always there to be me smile and laugh =)
<333>
there's training tmr.
i hope i wont get pissed off at the look of the coach=/
i just wanna play well
i wanna concentrate.
nationals coming
which means i will be missing lessons AGAIN
sometimes i really hate it
what if i cant cope.
haiiz. life is so... RAWR!
tag replies
elena: MY HOT DATE-ER! why why why u cant go! i wan u to go. haha. nvm next time must find time to go iceskating and to the beach to screeeeeeeeeam! haha skin corroding lol.
estella: BELOVED! HAHA all ur fault that me and elena have to run in the rain but nvm haha.mac toilet hand dryer = ass totally unglam. =)
cherngyew: haha cos u said jiayou. hahaha
and it's just that feeling of emptiness deep down inside.
and i'll try, harder, to get over it.
&still trying to find a happy ending
