haha. only 8 people went for skating.
but a few more came without skating.
ice skating today was great.
i guess. haha.
there wasnt alot of people.
yaye first time skate with yuan and fangyu.
skate with jiayu like 2 times le
i didnt fall =)
jack was funny! haha
he did lots of 'stunts'
then he almost fell.
his actions were funny
haha. pro-ster
took pictures with loves<3>
(jiayu yuan and fangyu)
some had to leave early.
lunch at kobayashi
elena came. talked.
then walked around went arcade
tuition. tcher extended one hour=.=
went back pri sch to wait for mum and dad.
went tiong bahru for dinner.
thai express. then icecream =)
i may be changing hp tmr.
I REALLY HOPE I DO.
mum says if i get cybershot k800i
my bro will be jealous and he will complain to get x box360
howwww
i want my handphone!
i dun give a damn bout him!
hope my dad buys for meeeee
dun really have the mood now.
kinda down, i guess
fantasies are still just fantasies. there are so many things you can buy, and you can only work so hard.then one day u still wake up with that empty feeling.
as much as you mask it, it's always there haunting you.
i know this empty feeling and i have been trying to find answers to it, to fill that empty place
but none of it ever helped.the empty place in each of us was designed by God to be filled only him.
i used to have that feeling, then its gone and now its back.
sometimes im really guilty, not doing quiet times.
drifting away from God.
/1 chronicles 28:9
i want to seek Him.
i want to be like Moses in the bible, being God's friend, hungered for God.
i want to hunger to know God and the fullness of His presence.
i want to be close enough to you to feel your heartbeat.you are the answer to the emptiness i feel when im not with you.
i know its time to give up.cos i've been searching for the wrong thing right from the start.i knew i would regret, telling you.it takes time to forget.i'll bear with that feeling. sometimes i really cant help but to cry myself to sleep.
&still trying to find a happy ending
