it isn't what i want, neither is it something that i can control.
it's really very difficult to control one's emotions.
one moment you are happy and the other, you feel so depressed.
just what is happening, so suddenly?
when the matter piles up thoughts in your mind,
would you find it very difficult to stop thinking?
your heart tells you not to worry about it,
but your mind just keeps thinking.
how do you stop it?
how do you manage the stress,
with piles of homework filling the entire room.
i'm really getting damn emo nowadays
and i really cant stop it.
tears cant help but to fall.
yet not many people know.
i guess it's time to move on.
no point crying over spilled milk.
it can't be undone.
but whenever i think or even try to stop myself from worrying
i more i will worry.
one after another,
it seems to be a routine.
i really hope it's not.
i don't like a life like this.
shall'nt talk 'bout typical school hours.
anyway, me john yijun bryan and lots of people are choosing coffee table and book shelves for the SAC! may be going ikea on sat with them. depends.
heard something UNBELIEVABLE from yaozhong.
training today was great!!!!!!!
something that made me happy today.
i guess, the only thing.
nanhua pri kids came to our school to play.
they are pro lor.
better than us. haha
i saw shen lao shi!
haha. yayee he still remember me :D
played single today! :D
coach say i played WELL, VERY WELL!
i won gabriel!haha
and and and the whole girls team are getting shoes :D
i hope its butterfly.
i dun wan da wei one. so ugly haha
as i wasnt feeling happy today, vented my anger during cca time.
especially while smacking. just use all your energy.
play and play and play.
till you are like dead tired to even think bout anything.
thanks presley for letting me smack!
and train your defence :D
saw yangping in school today.
home, luckily bus wasnt that squeeze-y today.
if not, i will be even more pissed off. heh.
rawr for now! cant log in to ace learning to do e maths self study.
I KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR BIRTHDAY FROM MY PARENTS!
GUITARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
heh!
hopefully can, if not christmas present is still acceptable. :D
my bro bought a $259 unknown brand bag which is like damn BIG
bigger than... okay not me. but when i carry it, its like 2 times my waist?
something like that.and the strap is something like seatbelt.
i wanna get that tagger self customise bag! price starts from $100 siaz.
i need new BAGSSSSSSSSSSS.
CIAO.
i'm going to do my best now! watch out satan! i'm not going to let your evil intention win over me or God. get out of my life 'cause i dun like you interfering with my purpose driven life.
&still trying to find a happy ending
