D:
counting down to school reopen
D:
the undone homework
D:
went queensway with yuan fangyu jiayu and john.
to buy camp stuffs.
bought fbt.
lunch at mac.
crapped. walked round and round and round.
jiayu and john left.
went anchorpoint watson.
home.
slept. i was supposed to finish bao zhang bao dao by today.
i haven started.
feeling kinda sad now.i duno
some unknown feeling.
youth evangelistic service :D
or D:
happy bout it. but jiayu and estella has summer camp
elena may not make it.
hooooowwwwwwwwww.
i need elena's help.
cause she is only one of the few who really understands how i feel bout it.
i really wanna invite friends for the service.
every year, people would just come up with diff reasons.
past few years, i couldnt bring any.
looking at the audi, almost everyone brought.
and during altar call, it really feels great and relief that non-christians accept christ on the same day. dedicating their lives, asking God to be in control.
i really hope my friends would do the same.
just dont wanna see them suffering.
who wants, right.
feeling so helpless.
moody.
can't really explain what's the feeling
maybe emptiness.
i need laughing pills D:
stress again.
one week left to do homework.
how am i supposed to finish a project, 3book reviews and 2compo?
worries, driving me mad.
D:
&still trying to find a happy ending
