went to school for cip for the oratory comp.
tot we were ushers but in the end we werent.
did almost everything. haha
paste papers round the school, photocpoy stuffs, shift things carry things etc.
did time keeping for the comp.
was kinda boring.
oh oh and i saw this hwachong international guy who is quite handsome.
he doesnt look like a chinese, more like a mixed blood.
we were eager to hear his voice.
but kinda disappointed. haha
maybe he is really a mixed blood=/
lunch was okay lah.only like the chilli haha
then followed ms loy round the school to do things.
kinda tired. but at least better than sitting in the room holding the stopwatch haha
ms loy is funny today! haha
and i keep laughing.
tea break was better.
me and yanchng were crazy over the chocolate eclair (however u spell it)
it rocks haha.
then kueirong... haha. funny.
he saw me yanchng and qihui eating it and like praising how good it is,
he ate a mouth and said it wasnt very nice.
so me and yanchng were like trying to snatch his.
and he ran away haha
obviously, he was lying. haha
then saw ms loy.
she ask qihui to take the food for her.
so we told her the choc eclair was super nice.
she dun believe and say take 2 for her only.
me and yanchng were like
" ms loy, take more! we know u will want more. its very very nice!"
" you all very mean leh"
me and yanchng were like laughing laughing.
when we came back, she told us it was very nice! haha
we got good taste, right yanchng? haha!
did lots of work today.
at first i tot of leaving early, cos of cell.
but i stayed on. so i missed cell.
it actually ended at 3. then we helped ms loy.
till 5pm! so she gave us 1more hour of cip.
altogether 7.5hours for today.
all in all, it was fun and TIRING!
i don't like my camp grouping for bus.
im in bus 2.
im the only girl from 303.
i duno alot of people from that bus.
fangyu is not in the same bus as me.
without her, my life is like meaningless? haha
i dun have my best friends with me during the stupid camp
i think im going to die of boredom for that 5days=/
so many guys in my bus, mostly ncc and bb.
i wanna change to bus 3! but cant D:
bus 3 got elena fangyu bryan huizhen ALOT ALOT ALOT OF 205 AND COUNCIL PEOPLE.
like i know half or more of the people on that bus.
but in bus 2=.= i think less than 10.
and yucks! im in the same group as some ppl...
i seriously hope the smaller groups are together with people from other bus.
i will die with... eew. haha
never mind, i shall bear with it for 5 days D:
i hope. or am i just deceiving myself=/
but i think its gonna take my life sigh.
im sad, and scared. cause i duno those people.
sounds ridiculous but it's what i feel.
I WANNA CHANGE BUSSSS. BOOHOO.
feeling so heavy now. like so many things in my mind and heart.
but guess it's God's plan for me?
maybe He wants me to interact. haha
went church after having a drink at mac.
only made it for service.
saw my parents and heard my cousins went church too!
tot we could have dinner together
but they went changi WITHOUT me.
so i had to have dinner on my own.
sermon bout FAITH!
watched a video clip on indina jones (duno how to spell)
bout faith. haha.
you will see the path, if you step out.
maybe that's what God is trying to tell me.
cause i dun like my camp group now.
maybe He wants to tell me, by having faith, stepping out of what im in now, i will find greater things.
like instead of always being with my class or other friends,
maybe he puts me in a bus with sooooooooo little ppl i know,
then he wants me to make new friends haha
maybe, i will see God's path in my life, if i take that step of faith.
that leap of faith :D
maybe, it's a blessing in disguise.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY, AND SHERMAINE!
CONGRATS TO MR ADRIAN TAN,
YOUR WEDDING!
no mood, or is it just self denial?
grr.
&still trying to find a happy ending
