ever since the start of common test, i haven't been feeling well. all the late night studying and mugging till 2plus 3 really drives people mad. just before common test, i didnt have time to study, there was tabletennis competition at night, 3 times that week. seeing how time pass really freaks me out with the amount of notes and things to study.
but still i managed to endure through that one week of torture just like during the midyears.
and i must really say,
all the credits goes to God
without Him, i wouldn't be able to get such results that for once, i didnt cry.
isn't that amazing. everytime, i would surely get emo over results or even other things.
just class test, i cried. and i lost confidence in everything. after every test that i think i wouldn't do well, both me and xiejing would just run rounds and rounds around the school to vent our frustrations. but thanks to yuan and others for encouragement, though they got pulled by us to run around the school.
Really, the power of God is just so amazing. His love and words.
Matthew 19:26
With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.
i was very sure i wasnt able to cope with all the stress, cca and studies. i was afraid i didnt have time to study finish or my results would be as disappointing as class tests. but it was all beyond my expectations (except languages)
Praise and thanks to Him, i am able to get 7 A1, even social studies which i used to hate 'cause of the teacher and the kind of marks that i used got which made me lose faith in myself. hopefully i'll be able to maintain the good results and improve my languages which are damn disappointing D: C6 and B4 for english and chinese respectively.
i'll continue to be His testimony for His great and mightful works in my life :D
one more week and maybe i won't be so stressed up. but still, for the whole of next week, i will have to stay in school till who knows what time. rehearsals and preparations and collections of muffins. gosh, there goes my shopping plan.
holidays are coming, which means extra lessons, council meeting, stupid geog project and eoy D:
time pass super duper fast this year.
6 weeks or less, to eoy. how are we supposed to study finish like 8-10 chapters for each subject?!
i guess, yes, God has a plan.
been reading the book that Elena, Estella, John and a few others gave me for birthday.
"The Heavenly Man" about a true life story of a christian brother.
it's really amazing how God changed his life and used him for ministry. although he had to go through alot of hardships along the way with his walk with God, he sacrifies himself. i'm still in the process of reading but one thing i have to say. normally, i would take like months or years to read a book (of couse with times in between where i didnt read), but for this book, just 2-4 days, i read like 1/3 of the book.
need prayers for health and my family for which my grandma is in ICU. thanks :D
&still trying to find a happy ending
