chinese o's are over.
i don't know whether i should be happy or sad.
made lots of silly mistakes
i seriously hope i can still get my A2 or A1.
pray pray pray!

damn it lah.
before paper1, someone dropped the glass window plane on me.
hit my head then the edge hit my hand, got a super deep hole
keep bleeding.hopefully no broken pieces.

went bukit panjang plaza with jessica,elena,fangyu,yuan,john and amanda.
chatted,gossipped
went westmall too.

super sian now.
i wanna go out!
east coast and island creamery this friday! hopefully elena wont be that busy.







missing those times.

damn it.
chinese o's just one day away.
wish me luck and all the best man.
pray that i know what to write for compo.
urgh, stress!




hate that i'm missing you.

i don't know what am i exactly thinking 'bout.
my mind's just so occupied,
maybe i'm right, i guess, it just wouldnt make a difference afterall,
whether i tell you or not.
sometimes i really feel like breaking down.
missing, yet another terrible experience.
D:

last day of school.
got back report book.
totally D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D
D:

i mean not really the results or what but the level position.
i miss the edusave scholarship by just a mere 1 position.
21/201
damn sad.
there goes my $300.00
rawr!
haha. but nevermind.
i hope :/

chinese o's are in just 4days!
how how HOWWWWWW.
IT'S DRIVING ME MAD KAYS.
and chinese is killing all my brain cells.
gotta mug. means more QT library like what joseph said. lol
after chinese, i will go crazy, like woahhhhh haha.

had tuition then met chua and mrt-ed down to queenstown.
chatted and yah.
chua, take care and drink more water!



off for dinner.





and you make me think and think and think :)

I'M UPDATING BECAUSE OF SOMEONE *hints*
SO BE HONOURED *smiles =)*
hahahaha.

nothing much to update 'bout.
early dismissal now that there is O's.
with 3 consecutive days of chinese, dreads.
and at least 1 compo everyday.

last day of school tomorrow =(
(but not exactly cause there's still chinese o's which is killing my brain cells)
i must do well for this chinese or else dead, i would have to drop hcl.
which isnt a good thing.




can't forget, miss you.

bio spa's screwed.
don't wanna say anymore.
training today was funnnnn :D
training in the air-con hall.
super duper cold.
my hands were like numb lol.(maybe not that bad)
back to partnering my beloved monkey,alee! haha
her smack now is whoooooooo, good haha. :D

pt was okay.
(20pushup, 20crunches, 2rounds of sides, sprinting.) x2

yayeee, tmr's ICESKATING! :D
but not the whole class. D:

off to bathe.

got back results on thursday and friday.
quite disappointed, cause it wasn't what i expected.
especially chinese, physics and biology
(i have high expectations, as usual)

i really wanna thank God for miracles!
i thought i would fail my english compo.
the cookie jar thing, you know.
i kept praying that i wouldn't fail english, or i would be dead.
and YAY! prayers were answered!
although my compo was out of point, i still got 19/30
(which is 22/30 before the three marks deduction across the whole level for wrong interpretation)
although i failed my paper2 by just a mere one mark, my paper1 and oral pulled me up.
i got 32/40 for oral, unbelievable! haha

church today was okay.
had games for cell. kept laughing.
then i saw joseph (the guy whom i saw everyday at QT library while studying for eoy)


ohyah, i still can't remember the guitar chords! D:
D: D: D:
JT say he can teach me.
but i think i'm a slow learner.
plus i seriously think my hands cannot coordinate. LOL
how to press the strings and strum?
and and and my fingers can't reach all the strings haha.
stretch stretch and stretch, no use. bleah :/


HOW! there's o level SPA from tuesday onwards. ( have to miss closure, sad)
i don't know what to study and i seriously hate spa.

monday's going to be tuition then out at orchard with yuan and friends
while wednesday would be iceskating with 303 peeps
I WANNA ICESKATE! :D

daddy's going back for checkup on monday.
pray that nothing happens and he would be healed fast!

and and and. friday, 19th october 2007!
EXODUS! organised by ACS{i}

"GOD MATTERS, WE'VE FALLEN SHORT"

my church band, sonicedge is performing!
an event for
{1.} the acs guys and christians out there to renew their faith and put God as their focus of life.
{2.} non-christians, an evangelistic youth outreach for non-believers


mummy bought me a necklace from iora :D





Yes, Jesus loves me.

a sudden call, a long cry, nightmare of the night

guess no one expected it to so sudden.
i was still thinking of visiting her after eoy
but just the next morning...

still remember the times before.
it's really saddening
she used to be quite big size but the last time i saw her
it really breaks my heart

really very tired these few days.
i still have to go school myself from thursday onwards.
guess i will be late=/

don't have mood to continue.




why do i always think of you!

YAY, EOY'S OVER!

but i don't know if it's something good.
it's been real stressful this period.
especially when i started revision late.
it's super late okay. like 1week before only.
all the subjects are screwed
especially languages and physics. D:

now that it's over, the next worry is results.
i just hope i pass all subjects esp languages and physics.
if not, i'm prepared to be dead.
made alot alot of careless and silly mistakes for this eoy.

revision everyday after each paper at queenstown library.
saw chaypioh and his friend 3times this week, mugging.
it was super cold, freezing can.
just wanna thank God for the strength and energy this whole week
though i slept for a maximum of only 3 hours each day.



went school on my own today.
i think it's like the first time in how many years,
taking bus in the morning.
saw weichong at the void deck and we went school together.
sian, have to go school on my own for the next 1 or 2 weeks.
dad just went for op.

COLD ROCK! NYDC!

me, elena, jasline, ferny and fangyu went holland v. for lunch.
laughed alot on the way.
lunch was full full full! haha.
walked round and round.
library at queens with ferny elena and jas.
keep laughing. cause of ferny and her jokes.
maybe tuesday's part 205 gathering at fangyu's house.
baking of cookies!

manz, now that daddy can't drive.
it's very very inconvenient
tuition on sunday on my own, school on my own. bleah.
anyway, tmr's YOUTH BAPTISM during service.
first ever.

i think it will remind me of the time i was baptised in 2004.
tuition early morning tmr again.


i hope my daddy recovers fast! prayers!



what love is this that surrounds me,
raining down all around me.
Glory, glory to the King!

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour