Last day of year 2007 and in about 6hours time, it's gonna be year 2008, a step nearer to the crucial reality of secondary four life which I might die of due to intense pressure and stress which will be haunting me every single day of my entire year, till after O's, that is.

Thinking back, this year has been a real big change from the previous year, especially with more subjects and things to study. Council, CCA and studies add on the stress of my life. But at least I'm glad I made it through the toughest times with the help of my beloved friends and of course, the most important person ever, God. Thank God :D

Ask, and it shall be given to you. Seek, and you'll find. Knock, and the door will be open to you.

2008 is gonna be a whole new year, with less television, less computer etc. More of studies, and God! I know it's going to be real difficult but nothing is impossible with God. :D









it's going to be tough, but I'll forget 'bout you, soon.

You've been the light of my world.

Dad's cousin's 60th birthday celebration was cool and fun and wonderful blahblah. Haha. I didnt know I had so many distant cousins and relatives. The amazing thing I found out today was that I was already an auntie and my niece is 3years younger than me. The lunch was wow! The birthday boy made the effort to arrange for all the cousins and family to get together and he separated every family so that we would be able to get to know each other more instead of just you and your family kind of thing. Played games, adults sang karaoke etc etc.

Went for cell as it ended quite early and they were playing cards so I joined them. Service was great! So hyper, jumping and screaming. { those fuel up campers came back, that's why } And time really pass fast. Youth service is 3 years old already! I cant believe it's so fast. Just last time my parents were complaining bout the late timing of the youth service and poof! 3 whole years.

Seeing those fuel up campers, I feel so... I dont know but it's like they are so yearning for God, that burning passion in them make me feel so envious? They are like so different { dont ask me in what way cause I dont know} It must be that camp that changed lives. It's a real pity my brother didnt go. I really wanna see him like them, so open, so craving for God. I dont wanna see him looking down on people, hearing him say that them all so childish for their age. But I want him to know that that's the freedom and joy from accepting Christ. But no matter how hard I try, he just doesnt want to go back to his cell. He only goes to church whenever he wants. I dont know what to do but I guess the only person who can help him is God. Nothing is impossible for Him, right? I'll pray!

&&& most importantly, I hope my mother allows me to go for church camp next year. Thinking back, the last church camp I went was p6 and I think that was my one and only? I miss those times, gathering together, praising God, getting to know each other more. I know I have to pray bout it, pray that my parents would change their mindset that I'm a girl that I cant do this cant do that. Oh please, I'm a grown up now, at least. I dont see why they are so protective D:
I'm sure God would do miracles and surely I would be able to go next year, or even best, missions! *prays hard*

It's not about what you're thankful for but who you're thankful to.
Yeah, thank God for these 15years, being there whenever I need Him. I'm so blessed to have such a great God for with Him, nothing is impossible and He has been there for me be it good or bad. I'm gonna praise Him in every circumstances! That it is He who sent His son, Jesus to die on the cross that here I am, living a life of purpose that was planned.

Praises, to the one who saves us,
through His blood He gave us,
life and now we come,
everyone.

School's reopening soon, so I guess I wont be updating so often, but you guys can still continue to tag at my blog :D

Tag replies:
cherngyew; Haha how I know buy you what. I updated already.
xueting; Yea, miss you too girl! <3
elena; HOTBEACH DATER! end of holidays already and where is my date! Haha. yea, maybe it's a blessing in disguise. Maybe it isnt that bad after all.
alethea; Haha relax. Yes I'm honoured cause my monkey is in there right? haha ._.

You're all I ever needed <3

I decided to update my blog after reading xueting's blog.

I realised time passed real fast. It's like so sudden, just a blink of the eye. We used to be in the same kindergarten and I remember the times we spent together, having our teabreak, chatting and even cutting each other's hair. We even performed in the same dance for our graduation. Though we left kindergarten and went to different primary schools but we went for the same chinese tuition during p3 I think. Chinese tuition together was fun, especially with Marcus and Leroy, going out to buy tibits and even competing with each other for results so as to get present from the teacher. It was really memorable. And those times where both of us drew/scribbled on the paper instead of listening. After that, together with Mingli {daniel chee's sister} we joined the same english tuition for primary6 and the teacher kept complaining bout us making so much noise. We kept laughing at her as she sounded so weird and stuffs. I even recall the days asking xueting out to jog at the canal there, having dessert at the zion hawker.

After PSLE, all of us went different secondary schools { those in the same neighbourhood and kindergarten} and since then we didnt really get together anymore. Though we still meet each other sometimes by accident{?} but we never get the chance to sit down and talk. I really miss those times together with them.

Yet, time doesnt wait for us. It's like a 4 to 5 whole years. Just when we were p6, we were so close and now, so fast, we will be sec4 in a few days time.

XUETING! we are like just opposite block {or rather across the road} when will we have the chance to get together again? with Mingli and Marcus and Weichong they all. Keep in touch, yea? All the best to you and him HAHA. :D



Had council meeting today. Damn I'm taking 409 and guess who is the form? yes, JL. arghhhh! why why why! Sigh. Nevermind._. I waited 2 hours to get my hair cut but it's okay. Tuition at bedok is better than orchard lah. much more quiet. plus the person incharge there is super friendly and funny. LOL.

Okay, byebye.
{rawr! there's some dontknowwho birthday tmr and whole family is invited, means no church =( }

I'M BACKKKK!

And it's going to be kinda brief, I guess.

Firstly,

11 days in Malaysia is bad, tiring, boring blahblahblah.

11days in Malaysia equals FAT.
{ About 1 or 2 kg increase on the scale ._. dammit, all those food. PLEASE DONT ASK ME TO EAT KFC OR DONUTS ANYMORE! Have been eating that in Malaysia, though Dunkin Donut is quite nice}

11days in Malaysia equals MORE PIMPLES?
{ Yea, I don't know whether my face is better or what but I know the thermal spring water seems to be good for my face :D }

11 days in Malaysia equals DARKER SKIN PLUS THAT STUPID SWIMSUIT TAN LINE.
{ Cause I went snorkeling, swimming with the fishes and sea cucumber all those and had to wait for the boat to come which is about 3 hours in the hot sun}

11days in Malaysia equals PEELING OF SKIN.
{ Sudden change in temperature when we went up to Cameron Highland after all those suntanning. Conclusion, face is screwed LOL }

11 days in Malaysia equals MORE CONFLICT among the family.
{ That stupid idiotic brother of mine, thinks that he is a king and that everyone has to follow his orders. He thinks the world revolves around him, GET ALIVE MAN! Keep showing temper, attitude. He makes me hate him more. think he big shot, stare at my parents infront of everyone, still need my parents to apologise to him in public. Get attention from everyone, plus spent so much money. damn it man, 200RM for a jigsaw puzzle. mum still have to promise him to give him $100 + sing to get Topman jeans and more money for his stupid toys. Gosh! }

Shopping was sucky cause there wasnt much time. Please, I need more than 3 hours to shop a mall. haha. The only thing I like of the trip was the boat ride at Pangkor Island. Coolioo hahaha. speedboat, fast!

Sigh, I dont think there would be anymore of these trips D: Uncle's working place which is MiCasa Hotel, would be undergoing upgrading for 2 years, plus after all the conflicts blahblah, I think it would be quite difficult.

Things I got :
- Mango shirt
- Mango white shorts
- black jeans
- grey jeans
- brown sling bag
- some facial stuffs

SIGH. There is still training tomorrow. Maybe I'll be going jogging in the morning. 28th would be council meeting, studying at airport then chem make up lesson at Bedok. WOW. NO TIME NO TIME. tsk.

Byebye.

BYEBYEEEE PEOPLE. AWAY TILL THE 26th.

{ Sigh, I really, really wanna go Christmas Tale Musical! D: }


























Ferny, Me, Jiayu, Yuan & Fangyu! LOVES ♥










































I thank God for such a wonderful class which I spent my first 2 years of secondary school life with. The time spent with 205 is indeed memorable with all the fun and laughters, which can never be forgottened.

Also, I thank God for besties { Fangyu, Yuan, Jiayu, Ferny and others} who have been adding colours in my life, cheering me up whenever I'm down. Without you all, I really dont know what will happen. Thanks for bearing with all my troubles and naggings haha. 10 years down the road, keep in contact and yes, we will be going overseas together right? :D


HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

&&& PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND FAMILY FOR SAFE JOURNEY AND SECURITY TO MALAYSIA FOR THE NEXT 11DAYS. THANKS :D

First of all, ALETHEA ENG, BELOVED PARTNER MONKEYYYYY! If you see this, please do not scold me :D Hahaa! { I copied this from your livejournal }


[December 13, 2007]
Thank God I went for the Rhema Conference and Grace Assembly of God last night. Thank God for the invitation to go too. Hahahha thankssssss partner. {hee, you're welcome :D } Anyway to be honest, I went with anticipation, and I got what I needed. An opportunity to be so so so close to God in the midst of worship. I know He's close to me everywhere. But the feeling you get when your whole entire being is just made to worship God is just so satisfying. Its like you were made for God and God alone. And nothing else matters at that point anymore.


Yesyesyes! I agree haha. Worship that day was great and thanks Elena for your invitation too. Next year you can invite Alethea too cause she loves your church and she wants me to accompany her to your church for saturday service haha.

Okay, so yesterday's BBQ was kinda screwed but we had lots of fun, sort of and we laughed alot. We took like an hour plus to start the fire but to no avail cause the stupid charcoal was of bad quality. The other people from the other chalet helped us but also cannot so they lent us their pit but the fire wasnt that hot. so basically cooking of food was really long. But luckily we did some cooking in the kitchen, frying crabstick and hotdog, steaming sweetpotato and stuffs. Had a really long chat with Mr Benny Ng while buying food/waiting for bus. {&&& he says that our class, 205 has a very good combination of guys and girls } We had cake fight! woooohooooo~ Hahaha. {Mr Ng preordered the cake with '205' }

It's quite memorable with all the red ants and mosquitoes where everyone were like jogging on the spot so that mosquitoes would not suck our blood haha. Hearing the guys gossiping. Indeed, they are real gossipers okay. worst than the girls haha.Taking lots and lots of pictures and videos of the guys of different uniform groups marching and shouting out the command, where some people who always pon, {like Jerome who always pon NP } would turn right when it's supposed to be left. It's real hilarous manz. & Chaohsien who's always soooo quiet for the past 2 years/ dislike taking photos, has now changed so much haha.

Mr Foo came and Elena's parents also. So those who wanted to go home splitted into 2groups and homesweethome :D

Today was a day spent at the airport studying. I bet Yuan was glad she came with us cause she was able to start { yes, I emphasise START} her homework haha. Halfway through, me and jiayu went to a corner to pray for the 24.365 prayer chain around Singapore. & at that moment I sort of felt God telling me something, like I saw a sudden and quick picture {but I'm not sure if it's from Him, most probably} Fangyu and Yuan were like funny haha. jiayu and yuan drank fangyu's icetea then replace with water. then both of them went to toilet so as not to get scolded. fangyu then had her revenge by telling the coffee bean people that they can clear yuan's pasta when she hadnt finished. Everything was so funny. I saw some COOS people too.

Went to the viewing mall to see the airbus again. and we made a deal. 10 years down the road, we will keep in contact and then go overseas together :D


I WILL BE OUT OF SINGAPORE
FROM THE 16th TO 26th.
So, please do not call me. Sms is okay but I think I have to pay so maybe dont think about it unless it's urgent haha. { Singtel said that they will charge 20% of my bill in Malaysia for roaming charges. Now I regret cancelling my previous plan. cause I wanted more sms-es but it came out to be worst. I still exceeded, & on top of that I do not have free auto-roaming. sucks manz. Lol }


So, Merry Christmas in advance peopleeee! :D


& I'm running after you!

{short post again}

Rhema for the whole day. Praise and worship was good, so was pastor andy. Altar call, and cried, I could really feel His presence. Workshops were okay, just that I was too tired due to training and stuff { my back aches like nobody's business manz! rawr, training ._.} Went westmall to slack and chatted with jiayu for a long long time. Jasline came and they had dinner. I stared at them cause I was fasting.

Waited for Alethea to come then night rally/closing ceremony. Was mainly praise and worship, plus a skit and short sermon by pastor andy about the big change in a little fella. I think he is a real good pastor.

In the end I ate a little cause I was super hungry ._.
&&& I'm angry/pissed. My dad keeps shouting and scolding me. He throws my crumpler saying its blocking him. rawr! Blame me for the computer also. damn it manz, I also seldom use the com in my room, he always update update update, then now com sort of spoiled he blame me. I HAVEN EVEN BLAME HIM FOR MESSING UP MY ROOM LAH.grrr!

BBQ tomorrow. Now, I dont feel like going. spoilt my mood. damn it. Fangyu asked me go her house stayover. Then as usual that super protective mother of mine scold me again. Say what I everyday go out, then now everytime got things also dont tell her, wait till arranged/do already then inform her. IM NOT A KID ANYMORE LAH. I DUN EVEN HAVE FREEDOM LAH. not my fault that I'm busy right, like I can control.


What's wrong with this family manz. I just want a happy family, just like anyone else. Is it really that difficult. Sigh.

& if you're happening to be reading this, Chua, dont be sad cause your birthday is screwed haha. Having bread/subway for dinner and needing to study for exam. :D


{ Sigh, I havent pack my bag for Malaysia. Im like so busy, everything's so packed. I havent finished chinese homework and tuition homework. howwwwww!}

!I miss you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON CHUA!
Thanks for being such a great friend, always there to cheer me up or tease me. Been a long time since we talked face to face or what. Grow up man! haha 18 years old already so dont be too childish haha {though that's like you haha} Best wishes for your papers these few days :D


last year, this day
I wont forget.

CHUA! ONE MORE HOUR! {happy studying for your papers in the meanwhile}

{This shall be a very brief post}


Yesterday was a day spent at Elena's church for Rhema conference. It's quite okay. We didnt play the games but instead we went Westmall for dinner {which I was supposed to fast but due to temptation ._.} Bought some snacks for chalet. Went back to the church for night rally where there were bands performing.

Today, mum brought me to NUH for knee appointment. and yes, I'm discharged already, unless my knee hurts again or what. Tabletennis was pathetic. Only 2 sec3 girls. me and alethea. Mr Sim trained me and crap, it was real tiring! then junneng spared me and her from pt! LOL coolll! Went for super early dinner cause I fasted for lunch {which made me super weak during training} Bathed, tuition at clementi with Elena and yuan and the rest. YUAN GOT SUNBURNT! HAHA. redd! then ms lee bought me my havaiannas! :D

tomorrow is another day at Rhema. A pity I couldnt go today. and John too cause he is sick.
AND AND AND IT'S CHUAAAA'S BIRTHDAY :D hee.




Chua, you'll be 18years old in 2hours timeeee. haha.

{crap, eczema's back and it's super itchyyyy!}

& memories just come back, i miss you =)

10th : Rhema conference @Elena's church
11th : NUH knee appointment & Tabletennis, chem makeup lesson.
12th : Rhema conference & Chua's birthday!
13th : 205'06 BBQ @ Aloha
14th : Studying @ Terminal 2 with Fangyu
15th : Church
16th : MALAYSIAAA, TRUELY ASIAAAA!
{ please pray for me people! For safety journey :}
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26th : BACKKKKK :D
27th : Tabletennis
28th : Chem makeup lesson.
29th : {some crap, dontknowwhichrelative's birthday invitation, TSK, DONT THINK CAN MAKE IT FOR CHURCH}
30th : tuition
31st : Amaths extra tuition, should be.

This is my PATHETIC DECEMBER HOLIDAY, which means I only left with less than 14days {in Singapore} for this year; THE IT'LL BE 2008! & Sigh, Christmas is spent in Malaysia. THAT MEANS NO CHRISTMAS MUSICAL FOR ME TO WATCH D:

{ghimhwee hasnt sent me, so I only have the choir version ._.}

INDESCRIBLE

Verse 1
From the highest of heights
To the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of Fall
To the fragrance of Spring
Ev'ry creature unique
In the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Chorus 1
Indescrible uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky
And You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful untamable
Awestruck we fall to our knees
As we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Verse 2
Who has told ev'ry lightning bolt
Where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses
Laden with snow
Who imagined the sun
And gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us
The coolness of night
None can fathom


Pastor Victor and Michelle's weddinggggg! :D
I regretted not wearing dress ._. Waited for cell to come then we went to St Andrew's Cathedral with Benny and Trixiaaa haha. BIGGGG! & cool. {MY FIRST TIME WITNESSING A WEDDING CEREMONY} &&& I shook hands with the groom hee :D Saw Chua and his friends and lots of people wearing till superrrr nice like Alina. Sat, stand, sang, prayed, sermon about joy.

THERE WAS AN ENCORE FOR THE KISSING HAHAHA. But I was sitting at the back so I couldnt see. It's super nice to witness a wedding okay. SOOOOO SWEETTTTTTT! haha. then me, sherm and sam were like emoing cause we were wishing to get married LOL ._.

After that, gave Junlynn her present. HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY CELL LEADERRRR <3>! though you may not be seeing this. Chatted, ate abit and had a talk with cell. Benny renamed all of us LOL. { He used to call me TELL cause I wrote fell like tell which made all of them laughed while playing Baldedesh} Then he called me Valerie and then when we were walking to the mrt to Orchard, he and samantha saw this word "peng kweun" {something like that} then they started calling me that, and seriously it sounds like penguin hahah. Kept laughing on the mrt and everyone looked at us lahzzzz. But fun! :D

Benny and Trixia ate at MOS while we went Borders. Joel and Edric came along too. Then slacked at coffee bean. {some other things but lazy to type} The other cell came and we went Island Creamery at serene centre. I wanted to get 1 scoop but in the end I got tempted by sam so bought 2. Cookie and cream and Fresh banana. nice! & yes, I was supposed to be fasting from chocolateee but nevermind lah. last day ._. { going to do fast to bless next week and 24.365 prayer thingy too} Slacked then mac to watch the guys eat and play psp. Church.

Rested at a room till 5plus then service. Very little people cause everyone went for the wedding dinner. There was this 12years old visionly impaired girl who came to sing and play the keyboard. damn good can! She compose her own songs and came up with 2albums already, since 8years old. Her voice is goooooooood.

&&& Yes, God used her and had a purpose in her life, surely He has the same for me. So I shall pray and wait, for Him to reveal His purpose for me :D

Dinner Lau Pat Sa. supeeeer full, must exercise again le. But I dont really have time anymore.
MALAYSIA TRIP HAS BEEN BROUGHT FORWARD BY A DAY MEANING IT'S FROM 16 TO 26 DEC. {and I have to miss 2weeks of tuition, damn it, what if I cant catch up, tsk}

Deception of the last hour



All I Want For Christmas Is You;

♥ Safe trip to and fro Malaysia
♥ Esprit shoulder bag
♥ Havaianas
♥ Black jeans
♥ White shorts
♥ Vintage shirts.


2008 new year resolutions!
1} Do daily quiet timeeee!
2} Stop studying/lying &reading on the bed
3} STUDY HARDER TO GET SINGLE DIGIT FOR O's!
4} Get at least a B3/A2 for languages {for school exams}
5} Bring people to Christ/ share the gospel
6} Take better care of skin

{/More to add, if I think of any.}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYYY!

Dad, mum and me went jogging in the morning, about 2 hours. {eh, they walked most of the time} Had cereal for breakfast. Slacked at home while waiting for dumb brother to wake up.

Changi Airport Terminal 3!
It's BIG lahzzz. Very niceeee. haha. I wonder when is the next time I can go again. Mainly for budget airlines i think. Walked around, took pictures blah blah. Has lunch at 2plus at Dian Xiao Er. The food is quite nice, about $90. Dad and mum went to watch enchanted at Great World haha. Crabs for dinner later. But I'm still freaking full! Sigh, there goes my exercise again, damn.

Tomorrow is studying/homeworking with Fangyu at Airport. haha, hopefully it's a fruitful one.
{urgh, upper arm is still swollen and very itchy. stupid thing that bit me D: }

Yuan's going Thailand. Miss herrrr D:




& I miss you too trying

Jogging in the morning today was okay. Jogged/walked all the way to redhill dawson there. Did alot of those exercise and stuffs. Saw an old neighbour and started talking till it started to drizzy. Went to SPC to get chinese newspaper to do that dumb LLF homework.

Came home, read chinese newspaper then rest. Went out to get lunch.

Suntec with mum and auntie. Bought my dad a black shirt then mum bought him 2 of those working shirt. My one week allowance!!! bleah ._. hahaha. shopped and laughed. Walked to Marina square,dinner at Carl's jr, full.

My idiotic brother is ._. He came home then I told him I bought dad a shirt then he say he knows what to buy for him already. In the end he say he wanna buy a year supply of toilet roll for him. WHAT A SON! lol

Dad's birthday tomorrow. Shall go jogging in the morning then we shall go Terminal 3 to check it out. Cycling is cancelled cause it is predicted to have thunderstorm.

&&& I'm happy for once that my sms did not exceed for this month. I sent less than 500 msgs okay! first time since like how many months or a year? :D


{damn it lah. my upper right arm is swollen. seems like something bit me. rawrr! & my pimples, crapzzzz}

Saw this on Joseph's blog and it's cool/funny :D

I just got back from council BBQ & woah, it's greatttt {abit of sarcasm, pleaseeee} Reached there at 4plus with fangyu and we just slacked there. Walked to the beach and park with kiathoon and started chatting. Then I went back to help with the cooking of food.

Basically, there were only a few people doing the cooking, mainly fangyu, me, siewkiang, karine, yeechin, yaozhong {sorry if I miss out any} And standing there for like 1hour plus isnt a good thing; with the smoke rushing over to you, activating your tear glands and blah blah.

For someone who is allergied to smoke and having a fever of 38degree celcius just the pevious day, it was terrible for your information. { & the tearing} Shared food with fangyu, both of us didnt really eat much. & her face was totally red cause of the fire. Haha. Crapped and laughed with kiathoon. Then sang birthday song for shuxuan who kept trying to leave but I managed to pull her back.

Went up to the room to rest awhile. Dad&mum came and we dropped fangyu off at yishun mrt then homeeee.

I hope my fever doesnt come back and that my blocked/running nose would be healed cause I will be going jogging with mum tomorrow. Then it will be shopping for daddy's present. Cycling with cell leader and some others on thursday then celebrate dad's birthday :D



I miss you, & those times.

joseph. says:
wah youre like the best ever
joseph. says:
you rock to the max man
♥ QIANYI ; & You're my sweetest addiction says:
haha why why
joseph. says:
cause your blog entries always have my name
joseph. says:
if i only had one vote
joseph. says:
i would vote your blog as the best in the world
♥ QIANYI ; & You're my sweetest addiction says:
LOL
♥ QIANYI ; & You're my sweetest addiction says:
haha i shall put this on my blog :D
joseph. says:
okay
joseph. says:
looks like its going to the top
joseph. says:
bye xiaxue


See how thick skin he is. Gosh. hahaha.

He's the reason for the teardrops on this guitar;


I didnt go jogging in the morning cause I wasnt feeling well plus mummy says she slept at 2.30am so she doesnt wanna go. I had a bad bad night okay. Tossing and turning for like how many million timessss. Couldnt get to sleep cause I felt super uncomfortable.

My body was like aching like nobody's business and my body was warm. I did not have the strength to get out of bed. I couldnt walk let alone go down to buy lunch. So in the end I boiled hotwater and made milo, ate biscuits. Was superrrrrrrrr cold, freezing. Took temperature, hell 38degree celcius manzzzzz.

38 degree celciussssssss D:

Ate panadol, slept and woke up, body was sweating. Took temperature again and yes! 37 degree celcius. Praise the Lord :D I'm much better now. Hopefully fever doesnt come back tomorrow cause there's council BBQ {though I dontknow how to get there but me and fangyu will figure out}

Okay, byeeee {too much radiation from the computer will cause my temperature to rise}

I did some maths today {plane geometry stupid proving}; only managed to do 2 question cause I really dont know how to prove, crap! Uncle came to my house after church service to talk to my parents and stuffs. You know, adult things. I used some cloth that was left over from primary school handicraft to make into a heart. I sew the cloth and stuff facial cotton into it to make it squashy haha. It's quite niceeee but the sewing is quite weird/ugly ._. Then tuition teacher called to meet me at Far East to get my havaiannas.

But sighhhhhhh. Last week, I went with kiathoon then I saw one pair which was my size then today I went. GONE. left the purple one which I dont like. Then the lady told my teacher she called marina there to ask if there is my size and she said yes but the point is I didnt see her call at all. Teacher's going down to get the havaiannas for me tomorrow :D I really really hope there is my size for the red base gold strap one.

Ms Lee bought taiwan shilin chicken and yakun kaya toast for everyone. I think I ate alot._. She taught differentiation. quite okay but complicated. Chem was better than last week cause Mrs Kang is backkkkk, from Korea. But the topic is quite boring but but I saw the questions, superrrr hard D:

Went John Little to meet my parents then dinner. Walked past City Chain wanted to get a watch for my dad for birthday but he said he has alot of watch in the end, I bought for my mum one Titus watch {metal} for Christmas cum her next year birthday. I got one leather Titus white watch for myself too. Dad paid first then I paid for my mum's one :D

RAWR. Why must people remind me of chinese homework!?! I'm so not going to do manz. It's insane pleaseeeeee. 30 articles. HELLOOOOO. I DONT EVEN READ ENGLISH NEWSPAPER WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I READ CHINESE ONES? AND DOES MY FAMILY LOOK LIKE CHINESE EDUCATED? LOL. but what if she scolds? If i start buying chinese newspapers from tomorrow onwards, I'm still unable to do all 30 cause I only have less than 30days left for this year {I'll be in Malaysia for 10days, remember?}

So howwwwwww, sigh. {I though I finished all my homework, self denial manzz}
Going jogging with mum tomorrow morning.

Activities for this week:
3rd; Jogging in the morning {Joseph's back from Thailand}
4th; Council BBQ
5th; Shopping with mummy for daddy's present
6th; Cycling with some cell members & celebrate daddy's birthday
7th; Changi Airport Terminal 3 with besties & studying @ airport
8th; Pastor Victor's wedding and Junlynn's {cell leader} birthday & church
9th; Tuition


Okay, tataaaa.
{to those going council chalet and tabletennis BBQ, have funnnnn :D}

Let praises rise to you, we sing.


ELENA'S BACK, ELENA'S BACK! Hahaha. :D

Cell today was funzzzz. Had a talk with Benny. Cell did some warming up like singing the "walk by faith" song and thinking and doing the actions. Super funny okayyyyy. Then praise and worship and prayers. Had abit of word and we talked about the names of God. Shared biscuit and everyone went high over our childhood biscuit haha, snatching and stuffs. Discuss about the things we are going to fast for this week. I'm fasting from chocolates and using the computer for more than 2hours. {so meaning I may not come online or update my blog} Sang Benny a birthday song as tomorrow is his birthday. Alot of church's people's birthday is in December; eg Benny, Junlynn, Chua...

Service was as usual. Praise and worship then word by pastor jenn. CHRISTMAS TALE {yes, the musical my church is putting up} IS ON THE 22nd, 23rd and 24th of December. But I cant goooooooo D: 'cause I'll be in Malaysia and Tao Oei keeps reminding me of the fact, making me so unhappy hahaha. The JC/Poly/ITE cells are having a fuel up camp and their skit today was superrrrrr funny! Everyone laughed okay. hahaha. And I saw Chua with his "oil" flag haha.



Imagine two frogs trapped in a bowl of cream. One of them is pessimistic while the other is optimistic. The pessimistic frog says " there's no point I can get out" so it kept hopping and hopping and soon it was out of energy and died. The other frog says" since I am going to die, I rather swim to death" so it swam and swam and swam and amazingly, it was able to jump out after a long time.
{ the cream became hardened butter, thus the frog did not drown}

Moral of the story: Even if you know you are going to lose or whatsoever, keep trying and dont admit defeat until you tried your best and know the outcome.


Mum is totally...urgh. I dont know what is the problem manzzzz. Just 'cause I said the jacket she bought was ugly and cant keep warm then she keep harping on the thing that she will never bring me and my brother out for holiday anymore. Say what she will go with my dad or with my aunties. Say wait till we grow up, work then ownself go ._. Cant stand my family, damn it.
{I'm thinking, when was the last time we took the plane overseas. Sigh, it's supposed to be every 3 years like what we said last time but the last time I took a plane with them was P4. How many freaking years ago huh. What has become of this family. I mean like I cant even tell them my problems or what, plus even when I wanna tell them, they dont wanna hear. Like my mum, she would say dont disturb her dun bother her and she would just shout at me say her eye problem or stress. I know, but what 'bout me. who can I tell. Not even my closest family members. I really envy those family who can get together, or the parents really understand their children, get them things that they want without being told of what they want/like. I really want that kinda family, who wouldn't, right?}
I'm getting tired of this life manz.

Cell leader's asking cell members who wanna go cycling just now. But there're many who couldnt make it cause they have to prepare of the christmas musical. I wanted to be part of the crew but I have to go Malaysia. I'm so missing all the fun lah. Making of props and stuffs.

THE CHRISTMAS TALE MUSICAL
When: 22nd, 23rd,24th December '07
Where: Church of Our Saviour Auditorium
Time: 6pm or 8pm

{Saw the making of the musical and it's great. }

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SUPPORT NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL'S SYMPHONIC BAND BY GOING FOR THEIR CONCERT.
When: 6th December '07
Where: Nan Hua High School
Time: 7pm sharp
Price: Free of Charge :D


I changed my mind. I dont want that cybershot camera anymore. Cause it's super thick. Lol.
Okay, I'm off. {/emo._. }

Elena, I wont/cant go for council stuffs this december. So you can find another time to ask me out to study with you haha. When you wanna go out to study? Tell me :D haha.


I walk by faith, each step by faith
I live by faith.
I put my trust in you.
Every step I take, is a step of faith.
No weapon formed against me shall prosper.
Every prayer I make, is a prayer of faith
And if my God is for me,
Tell me who can be against me.



{damn, eczema is back and it's serious this time, plus outbreak of pimples. AHHHHHH }

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour