Rhema for the whole day. Praise and worship was good, so was pastor andy. Altar call, and cried, I could really feel His presence. Workshops were okay, just that I was too tired due to training and stuff { my back aches like nobody's business manz! rawr, training ._.} Went westmall to slack and chatted with jiayu for a long long time. Jasline came and they had dinner. I stared at them cause I was fasting.
Waited for Alethea to come then night rally/closing ceremony. Was mainly praise and worship, plus a skit and short sermon by pastor andy about the big change in a little fella. I think he is a real good pastor.
In the end I ate a little cause I was super hungry ._.
&&& I'm angry/pissed. My dad keeps shouting and scolding me. He throws my crumpler saying its blocking him. rawr! Blame me for the computer also. damn it manz, I also seldom use the com in my room, he always update update update, then now com sort of spoiled he blame me. I HAVEN EVEN BLAME HIM FOR MESSING UP MY ROOM LAH.grrr!
BBQ tomorrow. Now, I dont feel like going. spoilt my mood. damn it. Fangyu asked me go her house stayover. Then as usual that super protective mother of mine scold me again. Say what I everyday go out, then now everytime got things also dont tell her, wait till arranged/do already then inform her. IM NOT A KID ANYMORE LAH. I DUN EVEN HAVE FREEDOM LAH. not my fault that I'm busy right, like I can control.
What's wrong with this family manz. I just want a happy family, just like anyone else. Is it really that difficult. Sigh.
& if you're happening to be reading this, Chua, dont be sad cause your birthday is screwed haha. Having bread/subway for dinner and needing to study for exam. :D
{ Sigh, I havent pack my bag for Malaysia. Im like so busy, everything's so packed. I havent finished chinese homework and tuition homework. howwwwww!}
!I miss you!
&still trying to find a happy ending
