You've been the light of my world.
Dad's cousin's 60th birthday celebration was cool and fun and wonderful blahblah. Haha. I didnt know I had so many distant cousins and relatives. The amazing thing I found out today was that I was already an auntie and my niece is 3years younger than me. The lunch was wow! The birthday boy made the effort to arrange for all the cousins and family to get together and he separated every family so that we would be able to get to know each other more instead of just you and your family kind of thing. Played games, adults sang karaoke etc etc.
Went for cell as it ended quite early and they were playing cards so I joined them. Service was great! So hyper, jumping and screaming. { those fuel up campers came back, that's why } And time really pass fast. Youth service is 3 years old already! I cant believe it's so fast. Just last time my parents were complaining bout the late timing of the youth service and poof! 3 whole years.
Seeing those fuel up campers, I feel so... I dont know but it's like they are so yearning for God, that burning passion in them make me feel so envious? They are like so different { dont ask me in what way cause I dont know} It must be that camp that changed lives. It's a real pity my brother didnt go. I really wanna see him like them, so open, so craving for God. I dont wanna see him looking down on people, hearing him say that them all so childish for their age. But I want him to know that that's the freedom and joy from accepting Christ. But no matter how hard I try, he just doesnt want to go back to his cell. He only goes to church whenever he wants. I dont know what to do but I guess the only person who can help him is God. Nothing is impossible for Him, right? I'll pray!
&&& most importantly, I hope my mother allows me to go for church camp next year. Thinking back, the last church camp I went was p6 and I think that was my one and only? I miss those times, gathering together, praising God, getting to know each other more. I know I have to pray bout it, pray that my parents would change their mindset that I'm a girl that I cant do this cant do that. Oh please, I'm a grown up now, at least. I dont see why they are so protective D:
I'm sure God would do miracles and surely I would be able to go next year, or even best, missions! *prays hard*
It's not about what you're thankful for but who you're thankful to.
Yeah, thank God for these 15years, being there whenever I need Him. I'm so blessed to have such a great God for with Him, nothing is impossible and He has been there for me be it good or bad. I'm gonna praise Him in every circumstances! That it is He who sent His son, Jesus to die on the cross that here I am, living a life of purpose that was planned.
Praises, to the one who saves us,
through His blood He gave us,
life and now we come,
everyone.
School's reopening soon, so I guess I wont be updating so often, but you guys can still continue to tag at my blog :D
Tag replies:
cherngyew; Haha how I know buy you what. I updated already.
xueting; Yea, miss you too girl! <3
elena; HOTBEACH DATER! end of holidays already and where is my date! Haha. yea, maybe it's a blessing in disguise. Maybe it isnt that bad after all.
alethea; Haha relax. Yes I'm honoured cause my monkey is in there right? haha ._.
You're all I ever needed <3
