I'll sing when I lose my step, and fall down again.
I can sing 'cause You pick me up, sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
And so, the day started off with a tremendous blow that led to even more depressing moments for the day. Mid year results so far are rather screwed, and I cant imagine what would happen tomorrow while getting back the rest of the papers. Imagine getting back physics, a subject with you used to do well then all of a sudden dropped from a 1 to a 6, all the confidence would just be lost. Furthermore, the paper was so difficult that even if you memorise the formulas, it doesnt make a difference. Or maybe, that's for my case I guess. D:
Having chemistry tuition hasnt really helped me, maybe it did or maybe it's just me. Everything seems to be on the wrong side for me. All my results have dropped like a few grades, even biology which I put in the most effort to study, missed the A1 by a mere one mark. Guess mum was right, my studying method?
But I gotta thank God for my english. Languages are like the hated subjects, cause I seldom read books and hence therefore little understanding, bad results. Failing english for common test made me afraid since my chinese isnt
The worst thing is my haircut is screwed by the hairdresser! blame it on my bad eyesight that I cant see how much he had cut. now I cant really plait my hair, neatly. But nevertheless, what's done is done.
I better pray hard that I do well for the remaining subjects.
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KUEI RONG! Jiayou! we'll prove to the teachers that we can do it, and yea, have confidence too :D we will work together, as a class.
For God knows the plans he has for me, and so I'll trust and have faith.
''Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.''
&still trying to find a happy ending
