It's totally insane, I swear. What is the problem with the stupid posting ): It's too random already luh and ridiculous. SIGH. I woke up to get a shock of my life that I didnt get into my first three choices. It seems as though history repeated itself for me, just like how it was for my psle where I was posted to my 4th choice but somehow I managed to appeal into nhhs. But still, I can't accept the fact that I got into sa. Okay, maybe I'm better now but I dread going to school now, new school. I feel like going back to secondary school life again.
I stared at that message and tears flow, I couldn't control because I totally didn't expect myself to be posted there. Some people are happy cause they got their first choice, but majority didnt ): I thought if I couldnt get into tj, then definitely aj but sad to say, aj only accepted partial 7. Yes, that was how unlucky I was.
Everyone seems to be appealing, so what are my chances? I think I just gotta accept my fate of sa. Or maybe that is where God wants me to go since it's somewhere I didn't expect; perhaps He has a purpose for me there. " No one is here by chance" Perhaps all along it has just been my own thinking and words that other people say, that might not be always true, depending on circumstances. Maybe, like what my mum always tell me, it's a blessing in disguise, which I hope it is.
see:
T in pj wants to appeal to cj.
Y in cj wants to appeal to sa.
Q in sa wants to appeal to tj.
N in tj wants to appeal to vj.
ohman, if only we can arrange the exchange of places by ourselves!
I should learn, to accept the things given to me. To make the best out of the things I have. I hope I always have this thinking -.-
Alot of people posted to sa received calls from their ogl bout their og but I haven't! sigh, I seriously pray that I get adapted to the lectures and tutorial systems.
Tata. Hoping for the best.
&still trying to find a happy ending
