I'm really feeling very helpless. I'm really scared I can't get into jc, or even if I do, my GP would kill me. Mum is asking me to go poly if I get double digit 'cause I'd really struggle with GP if I go jc. And if that's the case, I might not be able to get my full A level cert, which means I'd have wasted 2 years of my life and I'm no where. It's kinda true, but I don't know what course to take in poly and I don't know what I wanna be in future yet. People say if that's the case, then go jc first and take the 2 years to consider. Then yet again, the question is, what am I gonna do in uni? I still have to make decisions and they want me to think now cause if I really go jc, I wouldnt have the time to think about it. SIGH
I know GP is hard, and I'm at a disadvantage because my english sucks, and I do not read enough of newspaper about current affairs. I've been trying to make an initiative to have that interest started but.. sigh.
So, the deciding moment would be tommorow. I really really pray and hope for the best.
Jeremiah 29:11
" For I know the plans I have for you" , declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
John 14:1
" Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in Me."
Thanks Keann for the encouragement :D
God has a plan and purpose for me, and I gotta trust Him for everything that happens. No matter how hard it's gonna be, I'll have faith and do it.
&still trying to find a happy ending
