I'M OFFICIALLY A SAINT! woohooo.


hahaha. I know it sounds rather contradicting compared to the fact that I used to dislike sajc because of it's academics but since yesterday, I'm quite happy with all that I have :D During mass/kingdom dance, I didnt realised that I had a miss call so after that when I called back, the first few words were " Anderson Junior College" so I thought yay maybe there's news of my appeal. Then the people keep telling me that no one called me at all. How strange right. So I gave them my number so that they could call me back but I didnt receive any until about 8 plus at night after finale when I received a call from the tabletennis teacher in charge that my appeal was unsuccessful. I didnt really care anymore, somehow. Because I had already made my decision by then, that's to stay in sa.

Been quite troubled by the appeal thing recently, whether to go aj or stay in sa if my appeal is succussful. But truely, God already has a plan for me.

Jeremiah 29:11
" For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

I believe it's His will. Since I did not expect myself to end up in sa, and neither of my appeals were successful, it shows that I'm fated to stay, and make do of what I have. At least I really enjoyed myself on the last day of orientation, highing with phionna screaming singing and dancing :D

OGL mervyn is funny! He keeps saying that I remind him of renee, the president of student council, because I look cool and collected at all times, half sporty half performance kind. And because of that, he appointed me to be the og rep for the last day. HE SAYS I GOT THE FENG LOL! Somehow I miss my og now! I wonder when would og outing be though we promised to meet every 14th of the month.

Tabletennis in the morning today at tiong bahru cc with zijian, to train for trials for wednesday. I really hope I can get into tt if not, I really dont know what other cca to join. ):

Lectures tmr, am kinda looking forward to it yet afraid that in time to come, I might not be able to cope. I AM GONNA MUG MUG AND MUGGGGGGG FOR A's! right estella? haha :D

School's okay but somehow I kinda dread orientation. At least it's getting better day after day, and I'm so glad I've got phionna in my og. It's great knowing that 'hairy' guy too haha though he is damn lame too.

And sad to say, my appeal to tjc was unsuccessful, as I expected. If aj don't contact me by tonight, I think I'll be staying in sa already. It isn't that bad but one thing, there are quite alot of retainees=/ That's cause I heard them saying their seniors told them midyrs are easy, there's no need to study, and hence therefore. Kinda decided on my subject combi after much thoughts and quarrels=/ Now the only thing is cca. ):

I don't wanna join back tabletennis yet I don't mind if I have to. But I'd like to join a new cca like volleyball though my natural instinct is to catch the ball instead of hit it ): Trials today but I didnt bring my bat. Saw some who went and they are proooo): I dont think I will even be accepted? sigh.
Another thing is that cca sign up day is on the same day as my first extraction of teeth HOWHOWHOWWWWWW! If I want to change, I have to wait till late march or april and that sucks cause I have alr waited for 2months since consultation! but I dont wanna miss the sign up day. now the person gives me a choice of going on 19, 26feb and 5march instead of 12,19 and 26feb. BUT ITS SCHOOL HOURS! ): SIGHSIGH.

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boooooo.
maybe I should go for trials on friday. I hate trials. I always feel that I cant make it through cause my tt sucks.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour