School sucks, life sucks. It's a daily routine, a daily chant of agony. I'm going school for the sake of going school, every time its just orange yellow orange yellow timetable. My life now is so screwed, and it's not like I'm the only one. Seriously, I'm so tired of everything already. What's my purpose in life? Why sa? God, show me Your way ):
Alot of times, you keep everything inside, not because you don't wanna tell anyone but because you cant seem to express yourself in the way that you really feel deep inside you. You know that no one else will understand the way you feel or go through. You keep hiding, hiding, hiding and one day, you yourself lost your way. You cant seem to ever get back onto the same track where everyone is competiting. You lose hope, you dont see the light at the other end.
So many times I feel like giving up, I blast the music into my ears and tears just flow.
It's never easy, no one said it was.Piles of work undone, PI, tutorials, tests, projects. What life can you get.
S.
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Life's full of regrets. I'm really starting to regret on so many things in my life ever since I left nh. Seriously, like choosing the school and stuff.Would I be happier somewhere else, or would I still be the same if I'm at another school? Maybe I really got to learn how to make do with what I have. But everytime, I can't help but to say life sucks. :(
It's like walking a never-ending tunnel, unable to see any light on the other side.
On a lighter note, I'm glad I went for Good Friday service yesterday. Really touched by the prophecy/annointing. It's so true what God said to me through that guy. Princess of God.
&still trying to find a happy ending
:(Why Lord.
It's all breaking apart.I really cant imagine going through all these and there might even be one day where the unexpected news is broken out to me.
Help. Father, I lift them up into Your hands
&still trying to find a happy ending
Shout to the Lord.It's really exhausting this whole week, and my mind had been filled with tons of worries and unmet deadlines. Broke down a couple of times, but I'm going to fight back, and hold on. I know I can never do things well when I keep procrastinating and complaining 'bout how dreadful something is, how sucky life is. Lots of tutorials to do, lessons to catch up with, and pw :( {JIAYOU!}
On the happier note, I'm looking forward to 24th april :D
keep holding on.
&still trying to find a happy ending
