Hanging on so tight, just so to barely struggle through, or even choking my way through. Life sucks, even worser each day. Countless complaints and dissatisfaction, but that is it- JC sucks. I regret getting into sa, should have gone poly instead, at least now its seems like there's more advantages than disadvantages. What am I even aiming for in future? What is my motivation? Seriously, I don't know ):

Big fish in a small pond, or a small fish in a big sea?

Her life has changed, drastically. Piles and piles of tutorials, clueless lecture notes, committments etc, it's totally draining me out. Especially pw(screw it!) total waste of time and it makes my blood boils with idoitic people who thinks that they are so smart and don't give a freaking damn ):):):

Thank God for the groups of friends who know what I'm feeling and make me laugh till I cry.
At least there'll still be someone out there (:

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour