"No one is here by chance."each time i keep telling myself that God has a purpose for me in sa, again and again. Eventually those words seem to be imprinted in my mind but i am still looking for the answer. i will really break down. i freaking cant stand all these uncertainties and shit that i have to face daily. just why cant they be more responsible. and why must things always happen to me alone, just cos they think i can freaking handle it. i arent as strong as what others think. many times i cry out seeking for help and answers but i just have to blame myself, for drifting.
i need your saving grace oh lord.
&still trying to find a happy ending
