Last time when I heard about you, I would be wondering whether you are real. Each day was an exciting one, looking forward to reveal even more mysteries of you. Waiting for you and your gifts were the most anticipating things and I would be thankful for it all. I would imagine the things you say, the scenes you would be at (with me), penning down each and every thing. When I was down or injured, you were there for me and showed me your unfailing love. You were the one who made me realise that miracles do exist.

Five years ago, I made my promise to you, declaration of faith and love.


But slowly, the stronger I held on to you, the easier I found myself over relying on you. Whenever I needed help, you would be the first person I would call. Overtime, I knew I could trust you. Until I was lost and I found you further away from me; not your fault, but mine. I began to think that I was able to manage it all, but I was wrong. Many times I cried, for when I called you, you didnt answer me and I thought you didnt love me like before. I thought I was alone but you had always been silently watching over me, guiding me and preparing me. I started to know less of you and I felt that others knew more about you; I was ashamed.
I told myself to take the initiative but still I failed. But you never blamed me nor forsake me-that true love.


I love you, Lord.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

15 July'92
Nan Hua High
205'06, 403,08
Church of Our Saviour